x[jOzoLz]x

2011-05-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wonder does your friend think that you existed before?

Do they just look at you for at least 1 sec and say hi to you or do they not even notice you for at least one second and treat you invisible?

How about friends who actually used you or just needed you and when they got their own friends, they just totally ignore you?

And how about the people around you? when you wanna talk to them, they couldnt be bother to listen to you and only respond to their friend's conversation?

And then, you just gave them talking to them or stop your sentence when they stop listening to you?

You remember the people who entered in your life, and you miss them a lot.

You were hoping at least they would talk to you or even just say a simple word, "i miss you" but it didnt happen at all.

And you wondered if you miss those people in your life, is it worth it if they didnt even miss you at all?

You receive compliments from friends saying how nice you are, and all of these things that stated above happen to you, do you feel everything is just wrong? or do you think you are just like a bubble that you existed for awhile and just vanished in just a quick sec?

Well, all I just asked above, was the questions I had in mind cause that is what i see in my eyes and how they treat me.

there are friends that I love and in my heart, i do miss them a lot.

It definitely takes a lot of courage to say someone, "i miss you" to me especially.

because I am a really shy person.

I can be really shy to the extent that my face does turn red because I can be embarrassed or nervous to say something.

I try to motivate myself everyday in class, but i am too afraid and lack of confidence.

I always try to strive myself for the best, but i do not know why is it hard for me.

I tried to have a positive mindset, but I just cant face the reality.

All I just need is a friend who is willing to hear me out and understand how i feel.

Even this feeling inside me, I never dare to tell any of my friends because they got their problems too. What can they do to even make me feel better? Advice?

Afterall, it is up to me because I am the only one that have to learn and build up my confidence.

Probably the failures that I have have caused me to be demoralised.

I need to feel confidence in whatever I am doing.

But the problem is, where can i get my confidence from?

2010-11-07T14:09:00.003+08:00

Helloo readers.

alrights. it's been so many months i haven updated my blog.

well, life has been kinda weird and there are times that i m not happy..

i can say that 2010 doesnt seem to make me feel satisfied.

seems like so many things happen.

I'm happy that i met a bunch of new classmates this year that has taken care of me for the past few months.

What I am not happy is that arguments and myself.

recently i haven been happy wif myself because things haven been working out for me.

or should i say failures that I have met this year..

But yeah, i m not giving up because this is just the beginning.

I have to stay strong and dare to face failures.

and not jus break down and cry, giving up things since it failed.

also, my brains seriously need to start working..

i kinda feel like i m lost in some world.. i have to stop being lazy.

i need to put in EFFORT to get what I want.

this new sem i have to start pushing my GPA up above 3.0.

alrights, next is about money..

starting from now, i think i have to spend lots of things and i m gonna be broke somehow.

Contact lense + SS3 tickets + Korean Class + Driving lesson..

goshh. these 4 things actually cost 100 plus. that means i have to spend 600 plus in total (korean class cost 200 dollars).

oh mans. I have to go and find work alr.

is driving me crazy.. I'm going crazy~

okays. i gtg and start studying my UTs alr.

Ciaos~

2010-05-08T16:53:00.003+08:00

Hellooo everyoneee.. hahas

Its beeen a month i haven blogg..

so sorry for nt being in my blog for so long..

but anyway, jus wanna update wif some thingss..

well, finally i m in year 2 in rp..

and the modules are quite tough.. especially need to learn business law and microeconomics.

trying to be enthusiastic in class everyday..

but dunno why i feel tired inside and jus dun feel like talking.

if not, i m not thinking hard enough..

but i tried my bestt.. and i wanna feel motivated in class everytime..

as for the class bond, i can say it was the best..

surprisingly, i can say our class can bond very well and get very high..

and i lovee it! hahas.

we had so much laughter and joy with one another and also to some faci.

hahas. anyway, our first UT is coming soon which is this coming thurs..

Service quality! i have yet to study yet. gonna study it sooon..

well, hopefully i will do well in these five modules i m taking..

but nw i m kinda distracted wif two things, my singing and dance..

my quarter finals for singing is on the 23rd of may.. and my dance audition is tmr..

looookingg forward for tmrr! hahahs! hoepfully i can make it and be part of CJ crew.. hahhas

and as for singing, i need more days to practice..

still need to improvee a lot.. hopefully can make it into the finals.

hmms.. oh ya! and not forgetting, tmr is mothers' day! hahas. tmr will be celebrating wif my family! weee~

Wish all mothers out there a happy mothers' dayy! hahas!

I LOVE MY MUM!!

though she may be everytime scolding me for coming back homee, i know she is concern about me.. usually i have problems, i am always telling her about it..

she is really cool. always giving me support.

that's why i love her..

last thing, is that i m still waiting for SHINee's comebackk!

hopefully they are doing well with their new album..

just saw a video of some stalkers trying to stalk jonghyun!

omgg. poor thingg.. he look disturbed. feel worried for him..

especially all the korean idols out there gg ard alone.. be careful and takecare!

alrights.. thats all i have to sayy!

byeeee! annyeong!

[how've you been? are you okay?]

2010-04-01T20:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY EVERYONEEE~

sorry for the late late post..
have been busy or lazy to update my blogg..
well, basically this holidays i have been learning how to drive, going out and jus slacking at homee.
i didnt wan to find any part time job because this holiday i planned to jus focus on my driving lesson..
and yeah, today was my seventh lesson for my driving lesson.
all i can say is that i am pretty nervous whenever it comes to driving and always have a bad habit of not changing to first gear after stopping my car..
previous lesson was my most chaotic performance.
i was so panicked and so nervous that i gt distracted everytimee.. and gt honked by 2 cars at the back.. and that was the moment i felt the fear in my body whenever i drive.
though i mus admit i was not happy wif my performance and my driving instructor who keep pressurising me, i still have to know that it is my fault and have to learn my lesson.
i need encouragement whenever i drive. without encouragement but criticism, i will feel even nervous and will make more mistakes.
so hopefully, i wont make those kind of mistakes agn..
anyways, lets nt talk abt driving since it has already been distracting me for the past 2 days.
since last week saturday, my laptop has jus gt virus.. and seriously, for the past one week i was superr bored. managed to hang out wif my frens to kill boredom at home.
and till now, is still not back.. my sis told me it will be back probably next week..
i miss my laptop soo much coz it has soo many of my precious things inside..
now i have to use my bro's computer or my one and only iphone to get connected through the internet..
as for going online, sadly, i not able to because the msn in iphone is bad and also my bro's com i m using has problem gg online.. so no choice, i should say tmr will be considered as two weeks i have been not online in msn. plus what is even bad is that my bro's com do not have speakers..
so all i can hear is jus silence... haiisss..
alrights.. thats all for my life without my laptop..
but the good thing was during the first week without my laptop, i have been getting sweet dreamss.. teeheee~
hmms.. well, nowadays i also have been rewatching HTMQD - Brown Sugar Macchiato.
definitely i miss the past times of Lollipop... hahas.
anyways, school is starting soon in next two weeks timee..
my GPA for first year wasnt that good but at least i improve.. what is even good is that i no need to retake any modules.
hopefully in second year, i can do better.. as for my CE points, if i join and volunteer in FOP, i think my CE points will be finish by now... haiis.. i guess i have to jiayou for my second year..
same for my frens who haven finish their CE points and haven been doing well in RP..
jiayou~
alrights.. i gonna end my post here.
when i m free agn, i will be backk..
see youuu~
annyeonggg!

2010-02-02T13:00:00.002+08:00

Me and Jonghyun!

Frens who gt Jonghyun's signatureee!

Lesden and Me!

Me and Priscilla!

BEST PICTURE TAKEN BY LESDEN!

CAMERA IS MINEE!

Hellooo peopleee!

It's been a month I haven bloggg!

hahas!

well, i have been busy with stuff lately..

so today i decided to blog about SHINee stuff!

hahas! basically, the starting of my SHINee tour is last friday!

they arrived at the airport at T2 last friday and seriously they look hot when they appear.

Their flight was delayed and we waited for quite some time..

We almost thought they went to the VIP route as we saw them coming out thn went back in..

and seriously, there are many fanss waiting for them..

I bet it was worse than FT island. cant totally imagine the crowd.

Was being squeezed by fans when they arrived. omg.. the video i took turned out shaky.

anyways, Onew had a small limp. He was the last one to come out and i didnt know about that till i heard some fans were screaming.

Takecare Onew!

after they went off, syafa went back wif her parents and me and andie went to get something to eat..

Had macdonalds and thnks andie for the treat. cant believe that i get to see them for the first time.

took the bus and reached home after 12am. some fans were pretty noisy in the bus playing the korean songs and some guy was staring at them wif an angry face.

anyways, so the first day was over.. i was feeling a bit restless after seeing them.

the next day, i woke up early and did my RJ..

thn i went for my dance class. the dance is going to end soon.

Probably learning the girls combo dance.

so after the dance class, lydia's dad fetched me back homee..

thnks for the ride uncle!

and i thought i wanted to buy coloured pens but in the end, never coz i was concentrating so much on the double-sided tape. hahas!

so i reached homee, prepared some stuff and i realised i needed double-sided tape and coloured pens urgently. so i quickly go to heartland mall popular to purchase it.

after that, i headed back home and quickly do my stuff.

priscilla began to call me about the queue in Lot 1. so i had no choice as i was worried i might not get the album so i rushed down to Lot 1 before 12am. amazing. 20 dollars spent because of taxi fee.

anyway, when i reached there, the queue was quite longg.

met new friends there and lesden was jus behind pw's clique.

hahhas! so we chatted and pw and me went to mac coz i need to finish doing my scrapbook.. also she need to study..

lesden suddenly called me to rush back down to the queue to let the person write down my queue number on my hand.

so yeah, the next whole morning, jus trying to finish my scrapbook. never slept at all.

more and more fans came as time passed by. so yeah, we were shocked by the long queue..

is so scary..

what's more? some fans came late and rushed to the entrance to wait for the mall to be opened so that they can chiong up to the rooftop. but thn sadly, the police and security guards brought them down. they even bang the entrance door till it was spoiled. ohmygod.

the crowd was damn shocking.

so after that, the security guards started to put the barricades. hahas. they made us feel that we are "VIP" people. anyways, so slowly, the organisers starts to let one row by one row go up by the staircase to excess us to the rooftop. the album, the scratchcard and the poster was like 60 dollars!! lucky i gt bring enough money.

so we gt damn excited when we purchased the things. and fans started to rush towards me and asked whether i wan jonghyun or nott. so i said i wanted. but i have not scratch my card to see which member i was chosen. so in the end, i didnt know whether i gt key or taemin and they were so happy so finally i gt Jonghyun and they gt theirs. hahas.

I was soo happy that i gt jonghyun! thn we started to take pics of the queue of the members. thn we waited and sat down till 1.30pm for them to comee.

another shocking thing is that when we wanted to go toilet, it was so difficult to come out. coz we had to come down the escalator and squeezed our way outt. the crowd surrounded the escalator. so shocking!

after that, we managed to go back our queue and took pics agn.

when they arrived, I quickly took out my camera and took a video of them.. i didnt take pics because it was too shaky plus i dunno why my body was trembling when seeing them..

they seriously look hot and awesomee in person.

also, we even planned to snap a picture when they signed our album but sadly, the instructions stated that no handshaking and no pics are taken if not, they will stop the autograph session.

I was so happy when i gt jonghyun's autograph, after he signed, he looked at him with his cute smiley face and waved at me. awwwww.. thn i said "kamsahamnida, byee byee!" and walked off happily. i felt happy throughout the whole day.

after getting our signature, we went downstairs. and pw started to sell her autographed album. and managed to sell all of it. hahahs! she jus wanted to see key.

had late lunch wif hellven, lesden and edna. after lunch, went back homee!

slept throughout the whole journey in the mrt to bishan.

but seriously i enjoyed my day there. and it was worthwhilee.

thnks all the peoplee who were theree! hahahs! we did enjoyed our day theree!

and thn when i reached home, i helped to prepare some stuff for my dad even though i was dead tired. thn we went for dinner at his office.

all i could do was tryin to sleep but i cannot. thn when having dinner, i couldnt eat, my eyes kept closing. I was sooooo tireddd.

so i slept in the car till i reached homee.

the next morning i woke up and headed to school.

uploaded the pics in fb and was super high for the night.

someone called me and told me that the ticket that i bought is allocated at level 2.

aily was damn lucky to sit at level 2.

so anyways, i faster reached home and did my RJ. so i was kinda late meeting them at city hall.

so we went to esplanade and went in to the concert hall to watch the performancee.

it was an awesomee nightt. Oh joonsung was an amazing korean composer! loveee it!

there was also a fansigning session at the end of the concert. so after SHINee finished their song, some fans started to rush out and started queuing up. Me, Syafa and andie were waiting for it to end, thn went out for the queue.

we waited and thought that we had a chance to get all five members' autograph..

but in the end, when we areee sooooo near getting in the autograph session, they said stopped. its already 25 mins so must end already.

we were all so sad about it. and decided to take a sneek peak at SHINee.

so they shouted SHINee Saranghaeyo! and key waved at us. thats cuteee! hahas

yeah. and sadly we went back homee. i was talking to aily on the phone when on the way back homee.

it happened that she was waiting for SHINee to come out at the carpark i think.. and waited for soo long till they haven come out. so yeah, in the end, she decided to go back homee.

it was kinda scary gg back home alonee wif my dressing. so i quickly rushed back homee. and my toess were feeling hurt because of the shoes.

so the next day, i didnt go for schoool. i just wanted to take my day off today.

suddenly i felt so sadd about last night. Is either i was upset about not getting to jonghyun again last night or i am alreadyy missing them badly as they are leaving tonight or tmr..

my heart hurt so badly. i just do not know why..

i should be happy that i gt to meet him face-to-face. i should have told him saranghaeyo during the autograph session in Lot1. but dunno why i felt so upset about it.

i feel like sending them off today. but nobody knows the flight schedule.

hmms. but whatever it is, i m happy they come to Singapore for the first timee! and i will never forget the days they have been here. I jus want to end the SHINee tour a good way..

alrights.. i have not started studying for my UT3. i better go studying a bit first..

tonight having dinner wif my parents!

byeee!

[from this moment, i will still love you..]

2010-01-03T00:54:00.002+08:00

annyeong everyoneee!

welcome to 2010! i bet everyone enjoyed celebrating their countdown!

jus really wish that 2010 will be a better year.

even though i had a good year in 2009, meeting lots of new friends in RP, i jus wish for a better year in 2010! Wish everyone also have a good year in 2010! all the best!

A New Year, A New Beginning and a New Fresh Start.

hahas! is 1.05am and i'm still onlinee.

well, basically i just came back home from jinhao's hse.

reached home ard 12.17am.

lols! damn tired nw. currently skyping wif mingguan and kenneth..

hmms. yesterday just watched Treasure Hunter!

dance was postpone to next sat.

well, i can say is a not bad moviee.

A bit of a comedy showw.

overall, maybe i might rate 2.5/5? even though i heard that the overall ratings are 2/5.

hmms. after movie, went to foodcourt for dinner..

shared wif kunchen on the kimchi fried ricee. coz i had popcorn and dried apple rings during the moviee.

omgg. hopefully i wont get fat.

anyways, after dinner, went to arcade.

first time tried out the jubeat wif kunchen and shengchao.

kinda tricky for me at first. hahas. i was damn panic when i played it.

but is kinda fun to play. lols! dun get me addicted. i've quitted playing arcade games.

lols! so after playing, we went to jinhao's house.

watched KBS Song festival!

lols.. well, i had already seen it before in youtube.

but is okay for me to watch it agn!

from SBS, KBS and MBC gayo daejun, i think they are all awesomeee!

guessed they must be tired after performing so many dancee.

i couldnt even rmb so many dance steps.

oh ya, i had already booked the tickets to watch the concert!

lols! SHINee here i comeee!

thnks syafa's mum for booking the tickets for us!

so three girls are soo gg to enjoy watching the concertt!

alrights.. i m tiredd..

School is gg to reopen tmr! and i left two more test! plus an extra of FTT.

sooo.. good luck to meee! hahas. i better finish revising my maths tmr and do a bit of revision on FA.

TMR I AM GG TO COLLECT MY SHINEE 2010 CALENDAR! weeeee~

nitesss!

my right eye has become red agn! is comingg backk! arghhh. okokays. gotta stop wearing my contact lense for a few days agn.

[prays...]

2009-12-31T00:35:00.002+08:00

credit: deviantart

I hate talking very loud... pple will say i'm rude for being loud. when i talk softly, i get ignored by pple. When i m hyper, i will get crazy and high. but yet when i talked to pple in a loud voice, i m still being ignored. So being silent is still the best. :(

[i'm praying and waiting..]

2009-12-26T21:53:00.003+08:00

He is comingggg!!

They are comingggg!!

yesssss!! i m talking about SHINeeee!!

they are comingggg to Singaporeeee!!

next yearrr!! Febbbb!!

hahhahhahs!!

i have been waiting for them very longgg!

finallyyy they areee cominggg!!

omggg! i m sooo happyyy! hahhahas!

awesomeeeee!

okokayss! i just drank one and a half cup of wineeee!

and nw my faceeee is damn redd and i m feeelingg headache nww.

hahas! tmrrr will be my christmas celebration with my family and relativess!! omggg!

hahhas! and agn, i will be drinking winee tmr!

alrightss. will just write a short postt!

gtg and annyeonggg!!

[you've heard my prayers agn! bogoshipoyo geurigo saranghae!]

2009-12-21T22:15:00.004+08:00

Annyeongg readers!

hahahs! its holidays for meee now! actually already started last week tues!

anyways, this dec holidays everything seems busy for me!

but as for today, i m boreddd at home the whole day!

i thought today was class E37F class chalet but thn it is tmr.

so yeah, today i tried to occupy myself to do some stuff.

i should have tidy my room.. but kinda lazy to do it. i m just waiting for my SHINee calendar to arrive so that once my room is tidy, i can put it on my table.

so today, i practically jus use the com, watching videos, managed to finish watching new moon due to that time i watched it halfway, looking at korean recipes and learning a new dance.

the new dance i jus learnt is After School - because of you. i gt addicted to the songg these few days.

hahas! i only get to learn till the first verse. trying to learn the chorus. is a bit hard though.

well, anyways, my eyes are getting tired after looking at the screen for the whole day today!

recently, i also went to sumin's birthday celebration at pasir ris holiday flat there.

stayed overnight. but didnt sleep for the whole morning!

damn tireddd the next day.

well, let see, i gt three chalets this month.

one is already over. another is tmr. another one is thurs!

cooool. and christmasss is cominggg sooon!

weeee! gonna havee fun! this wed gg to shop for christmas presents!

hahas! anyways, i gtg and sleep alreadyy!

getting tiredd! byeee! nitesss!

[you've changed. what's wrong with you?]

2009-12-13T20:55:00.002+08:00

Annyeonggg readers!

hahas. feeeeelingg damn boredd nw till i becameee emoo..

alrights.

these past few days was UTs days for me.

Marketing and Cognitive is already over and tmr is entrepreneurship!

hmms. and i've yet to study.

omggg. suddenly feel so disturbed for tmr's schedulee.

tmr is FA modulee thn have entrepreneurship UT. still have to go for the DIEM talk..

after DIEM talk, still have to find Eugene to get back my 15 dollars.

thn still have to catch a movieee. omgggg!

suddenly dun feel like gg for the DIEM talk.. but is compulsoryy.

roar..

anyways, this week was quite a lonely week for me because my parents arent ard in Singapore..

so it was me and my maid at homeee. but my sis came back on wed.

but still, she always go out wif her bf so yeah, i m always at homee. so this week i realised that i have been gg out at night and coming back home late night.

i mean not so late.. ard 11pm.

last thurs i went to catch FATAL SKILLZ performance at raffles hotel.

omg. it was great. i loveee it when they are so flexible and yet so youngg!

hahas! and i missed gg to the airport to see the arrival of FT island, T-Max and Mario.

But i knew a lot of ppl will be there so its better i dun go.

i really wish i can meet FT island but thinking abt the crowd of fans there, makes me stop from gg there.

yesterday went for my dance practice, had a lot of fun!

hahas! learnt till "we wanna go rocko, rocko, rocko."

and today i went to meettt BEG!

hahahs! happy to see them! early in the morning had to urge to meet them! i almost didnt go because no one pei me. but luckily, i went to meet junheng, his mum and sis there!

i was late and so are BEG!

hahas. and i managed to record a video of them arriving from the lift there!

theyyy loooooked pretty! took lots of pics! but suddenly my camera's batt went flat so i used my hp to take pic.

hahas! damn crowded and the fans were so crazy over there!

when they gt their signature from BEG, they came out and screamed crazily.

one fan even get Ga-In to sign his laptop. omggg.

what kept me laughing was the security guard there. they were leading the fans out and shouting, " ya ya... go and jump around happilyy.. " and also what junheng's mum pronounced Narsha's name as. lols! cant say it.

hahahs! and junheng said that Ga-In pouts and smiled and waved at him! lols! but thn the so-called bodyguard kinda blocked him. lols!

alrights. thn after they went off, we went to taka to have lunch.

thnks to junheng's mum for treating me!

lols. walked ard in ION after that. talked a lot about korean stuff and last night's performance in fort canning park because his sis went there.

we also wanted to hang ard in ION jus to check out whether FT island is hanging ard there or not. because we heard that they will be shopping ard in town.

but we didnt see them. so yeah, we went back home.

had mcspicy for teabreak. till now, i m still full!

but i had a fun day todayyy! hahas! awesomeee!

tmr is last day of sch! and thn schoool holiday! also christmass is cominggg!

cantttt waittt! weeeee~

oh ya, GDA was awesomeeee! SM town totally rocksss! all the boys looook so charming on that dayyy! especially dear jjongg! hahas!

okokays. thats all i have to sayyy!

byeeeeee! annyeonggg!

[yaksogi.]

2009-11-28T18:23:00.002+08:00

Annyeongg everyoneee!
hahas! well, i've been doing okay nwadays in school.
E37F became more bonded ever since when we started to know each other for the first day.
this week, maths was kinda coool. hahhas! because my team only had me and aliyah.
so we kinda handle the problem ourselves. lols! faci thinks its acceptable!
lols! so yeah. but we only gt B! thought we might get an A for it. well, its okay thn..
thn for marketing, i think i felt worsee.
because we had to find out SERVQUAL gaps and the model.
and i found it quite difficult to explain especially giving an example..
so i think my presentation was kinda screwed up.
damn. for cognitive, david didnt comeee.
so there was a relieve faci. well, he was kinda a bit like an entertainer too.
but loves to ask us lots of questions till we are blurr.
lols! some ppl almost slept in class.
after school, went for the maths vectors and matrices workshoppp.
only me and jiesheng went. others didnt because though they already signed up, they gt enough CE points. so it was okay for them to get minus 1 point.
for entrepreneur, we had to wear formal wear!
yeah. lots of photo taken and in second meeting, we went to the lecture room.
we had to do some activity and exchanged our name cards with abt 5 classes.
lols!! plus we had to exchange cards wif our target segment!
like Purchaser have to find HR manager, Sales Executive have to find Purchasers!
hahhas! so we jus anyhow target and jus exchange cards without even mingling wif each other talking about our business plan.
lols! so yeah, thn the faci went through the worksheet in the lecture room.
some even slept in the lecture.
thn after we went for lunch, had chicken ricee!
hahas. went back to class, did our ppt and executive summary.
after our ppt, thn went back homeee.
friday was a boring day for me. wanted to bake but kinda rain so i couldnt buy the ingredients.
so stayed at home and watched You're Beautiful ep 15. hahahas!
till now, i m still waitin for ep 16 with eng sub! my fren watched already wif chinese sub!
damn! lols! so i m willing to waittt.
but thn i went to watch the preview of ep 16.. and everything is leaked out!
omggg! so spoilerr!
the video is nt in detail but almost most of the scene are leaked out.
lols! okokays. thn today went for my dance practicee.
Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong dinggy ding~
lols! class was funn! hahas. thn came backk homee.
nw i m watching Jaebeom's tvN series talking about his life in Seattle.
ltr gg out to have dinner near my dad's office there.
probably after dinner, gg to watchh movieee! teeeheee!
alrightss.. gtg noww.. byeeee!

[Get well soon, Maknae Taemin! damn the swine flu!]

2009-11-19T18:05:00.002+08:00

Annyeonggg readerss!

hahas. its been quite some time i haven bloggg.

alrighttss..

recently i have been doingg finee wif my workk..

and nwadays have been raining cats and dogs..

UTs have ended just last week i think?

hahas. yesterday i gt to know my cognitive UT result. B!

hhehes. well, there are a lot of smart ones in my class.

i found out two of my classmates gt A. congrats to themm!

hahas. anyways, today my module was entrepreneurship!

my group teammates were like busy chatting away..

hahahs! and even played wif webcam. especially before our presentation started.

cool huhs? hahas! also, Jacob did not came to facilitate our class but it was another relieve faci named Larry.. and heee is seriouslyy a cuteee guy! hahaas!

especially he can be just like one of us, very lame too. lols!

our class were saying that he looks like one of the character in the movie "UP".

after sch, went to meet syafa. and again, it was raining quite heavily..

so we walked overhead bridge to another.

and finally back homeee!

oh ya, last sat i went for Ring Ding Dong's dance class. and it was funn!

met a new friend named Andie! hahas! awesomeee. looking forward this coming saturday!

hehes. and also congrats to SHINee for winning the third timeee in inkigayo! Triple Crown!

finally Onew is fully recovered! and he will be back with his namdongsaengs on the 21st to perform!

alrightss.. i gt to do my RJ! question is about Michael Jackson. hahas!

should be gt a lot of things to say.

byeeee!

[iloveepuppyjjong!]

2009-11-06T14:54:00.003+08:00

Helloo peeps!

hahas! back to blogging coz i m superrr boredd..

anyways, i didnt went to school today because of my eyes which is infected.

yesterday it happens that my two eyes went red.. well, last time it always happens to my right eye but nw is left eye too.

my sis went to tell my mum about it and my mum expect me to go see the doctor last night.

so yeah, i came back home at 7pm and went out to find a clinic near my hse..

the doctor said it was conjunctivitis and my right eye is worse than my left eye.

i have been rubbing my eyes coz it seems irritating plus my eyes seems to be suffocating without oxygen so thats why it gets red.

Also, yesterday when i wore the contact lense, i didnt feel any pain at all but it jus red suddenly.

this happens to my eyes everytime.

Even though the contact lense deadline was two weeks, but i only wore it for less than 1 week.

so i find it all weird..

and definitely i gt wash the contact lense. even if i gt wash it, my eyes will also turn red..

so everything seems so weirdd..

but anyways, i m given antibiotics, eyedrop and medicine to stop the itchiness.

i m feeling so drowsy after eating the medicinee..

my eyess loook damn shaggg.. jus like what happened in Run For Hope Event.

even though i dun feel tired, my frens say that my eyes look damn tiredd.

the reason is because i kept rubbing my eyes and thats why it cause my eyes to become damn small and sleepy.

arghhh.. anyways, i dunno whether i should hate the contact lense or my eyes.

haiis. plus this week, mon and yesterday i only wear the contact lense and the other days i was wearing specs..

so thats why i m very worried whenever i wear contact lense.

haiis. now i m like superrr bored and tired at homee..

ltr i m just gg to take a nap and have a good rest...

thnks to my frens and family for your concerns! :D

next week Entrepreneur UT! damnn. i m worried that i might be the same as Marketingg..

yesterday i had to struggle with the UT when i keep noticing the timing is passing very fast..

plus next week is also my second BTT.. so i seriously mus pass this timeee..

alrightss. thats all i have to say..

gg to have a napp sooon..

arghhh.. feel like gg outttt.. but thn i m feeling so tiredd...

annyeongg readerss!

[i have to rest at home for 1 day while jjong have to rest for 1 week..]

[get well soon to both of us!]

2009-11-04T09:41:00.002+08:00

dearest jjong..
was shocked to hear that you gt swine flu..
but i'm glad is not that seriouss..
hopefully you will get well very soooon..
take care of your health and havee more rest..
will always pray for your recovery...
also, to all your hyungs, better ensure that they are okay and healthy..
bogoshipoyo..
saranghaeyo!

2009-11-02T21:32:00.004+08:00

Annyeong readers!

hahas! its been quite some time I haven bloggg..

well, last friday happen to be Aoquan's birthday.

and lucky i manage to write him a birthday message in our fanclub forum.

what is even unexpected was on that day i went to catch a movie on Michael Jackson "This is it"..

and as we all fans know that aoquan is a big fan of Michael Jackson.

so i was surprised to myself that i m watching it on his birthday! hahas!

well, i got to say that the movie was nicee. i could see Michael's hard work for his last rehearsal..

He is good in directing and leading the producers or the musicians or even the performers to make a wonderful performance.

敖犬。。你应该有去看这部电影吧。。

优其是有你的偶像在这部电影喔！

我知道你很想念他。

希望你能像他一样，当最棒的麦可敖犬！

so yeah.. after watching the movie, went to kpool coz jinhao's frens were there and also celebrating their fren's birthday.

after they played finished, i decided to go back home coz i was feeling too tiredd..

so on saturday, woke up early in the morning to go for Run for Hope Event at Regent Hotel.

met jiesheng, shilin and her frens at orchard mrt.. walked and found our way there..

so basically, we get to slack ard at the hotel first.. sat on the comfy sofa and get to rest for awhile.

hahas. we were jus waiting for our briefing to start..

so when everyone is briefed on what was their duties, i and ming zhen was allocated inside the hotel and be ushers. just to lead the people way on where to collect their goodie bags and to register their event.

so i was standing up for very long hours.. btw, i am used to standing up for very long due to the fact that i have been standing up for 8 hours for four days in COMEX show.

they were telling me to go and have a seat but i didnt feel like slacking or sitting down..

thn we also have our lunch provided by the hotel. the food was better than the hockey's event..

hahas. anyways, but for dinner, i didnt get to eat at the hotel because i already ate burger that was specially bought by shilin's fren, aliyah.

so yeah, finally we ended our day at ard 8 plus..

walked back to the mrt.. while walking, i was teaching jiesheng how to speak in korean.

hahas! was laughing all the way till mrt.

alrights.. so we went back home separate ways.

as for sunday, it was Zhenyu's birthday and i felt very bad that i didnt went to his birthday party at Sentosa..

sorry Zhenyu.. coz i didnt feel like gg to Sentosa and plus i gt something on..

practically, i went swimming wif my niece today at yishun swimming complex..

swam like 9 laps at the pool. after swimming, felt damn tiredd..

reached home and after a few mins or hours, went to the NTUC wif my sis and dad..

got some food/ingredients for dinner..

my sis made pizza so i was helping her wif the spreading of the ingredients on top of the pizza.

overall, the pizza was not bad.. hahas! seems like everyone was enjoying it..

had our dinner and i specially made icecream wif waffles for my parents and my sis and bro-in-law..

hahas.. i was impressed! i loveee it!

did my maths for the graph workshop to earn extra CE points. so didnt get to watch finish "you're beautiful" show.

well, i managed to finish it by today.. it was awesomeee!

hahas! tmr its the start of UT!

goshh.. i m worried abt it.. and nw i am feeling tired..

gg to sleep already..

Good luck to those pple who are having UT tmr in RP!

hahas! nitesss!

[cant wait on the 14 nov!]

[you're my special star but you seem to be so far away..]

2009-10-25T15:44:00.005+08:00

Annyeong readers!

hahhas! back to blogging!

realised i haven been blogging for quite some timee.

alrights! RINGDINGDONG!

SHINee has been always awesomee since the first time i met them..

hahas! and nw their new mini-album, Year Of Us, is a hit!

simply lovee all their songs inside especially "Get down" rapped by Minho and Key!

hahhas! is totally greatt!

okokays.. enough about my korean stuff.

ermm. yesterday morning woke up ard 9am to do my RJ.

thn ate my breakfast and quickly went to the airport..

PW was early there. and i reached there pretty latee..

when i was there, there were many fans waiting for lee minho.

so there were barriers already blocking and i couldnt get out outside the terminal there to find PW.

so i went to stand at the side there to wait for minho so at least i can get to see him instead of standing behind the fans when i couldnt even see anything. guess i m too short.

hahas! anyways, so i waited and waited. my heart couldnt stop beating that fast.

so yeah, he finally came out at 12.30pm? and he was freakinggg hott!

with his sunglasses, oversized tee and tight jeans! its charming when he smile! and especially he's talll!

i felt happy when i saw him.. hahas!

anyway, after he is being escorted to the van, the fans went up and outside the terminal to see his van under the road bridge. totally crazy fans out there.

so yeah, thn i called PW to check out whether she has taken lots of pics of him or not..

she did but mostly were quite blurr because the security guards will pushing the fans behind.

but she managed to take a video of him and it was quite an up-close view of him.

hahas! after that, we went to walk ard in terminal 3, talking about lots of korean stuff.

thn i had to meet Sarah at Eunos to collect my clothing.

after that, i went back homee.. and my shoes is causing my legs to have blister agn.. i thought i have already "bite" it. yet the shoes "bite" me back. arghhh..

had my lunch at homee thn went out to meet jr they all at amk hub..

thought i was late to meet them but in the end, me and jr was early there.

so we met the others at kpool.

chit-chatted and even tried on our halloween masks/headbands while the guys were playing pool.

thn we took bus to joey's place.

so the party begins when we reached the bbq place..

hmms. took lots of photos. sang birthday song to joey!

yeah. and the night was great. chit-chatted, played and laughters.

hahas! okokays. thn i had to reach home at 11pm. so i took a cab back homee at 11 plus.

thnks rickmond for hailing a cab! and thnks Junheng for lending me 2dollars in case there is nt enough money for me to pay the ride!

so yeah.. finally reached home.. and lucky its only 7 dollars. so i can return the 2 dollars to junheng when i see him next time..

well, today i thought maybe could go swimming but thn my sister and bro-in-law were busy..

so till the afternoon, they told me is cancelled.

just watched Wo Ai Hei Se Bang Bang Tang. hahas! is superr funny!

Lollipop and the others never fail to make me laugh when i watched their show.

bored at homee.. superr nervous for my BTT test this coming tuesday.

hopefully i will pass.. damn jr and sc keep cursing me that i fail for the test. lols!

alrightss.. thats all i have to say!

and lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY CHUA!

[5 more days to his b'dae!]

[have been listening to love songs lately even though i m not in lovee..]

2009-10-14T19:27:00.006+08:00

Annyeong readers!

hahhas! back to bloggingg!

hmms. i'm doing finee in schoool.

My new class are beginning to bond well together which is a goood thing! :D

and some of my classmates also treat me well.

thnks jiesheng for the concern during lunch break when i do not eat at times..

and even asked me whether i want to have any food for lunch. hahhas!

also, i think that this sem the modules i getting tougher as i expected.

especially financial accounting coz i've never learn POA before..

so i guess i need to learn a bit of POA first..
well, today module is cognitive and i was happy when i came to school!

haahs! learnt about atomism and holism..

which totally makes me confused till now.

faci even played the guitar during break and he's awesomeee!

hahas! love cognitiveee!

yesterday i had marketing.. so i actually tried my best to answer faci's question..

was quite stressful but i kinda like the faci coz she's interesting and even told us ghost's story.

niceee! even with the lights switched off. hahas

okokays. back to today's topic..

well, after school, i went to meet nizard and zhenyu in amk hub.

was surprised when i see nizard's frens ard too.

but in the end they went off.. so left me, nizard and zhenyu.

went to have my so-called lunch/dinner? hahas.

shaun thn came to join us. and we chit-chatted lots.

oh ya, zhenyu even bought something for me in korea which was so unexpected.

the little tiger plush toy picture above is what he gave when he went Everland in korea.

cuteee! thnks a lot zhenyu!

so we went ard amk hub.. talked while walking the whole floor in amk hub..

Nizard was feeling unwell so we kinda went back home ard 6 plus.

and now i m back homee.

think i m not gg to eat my dinner coz i m still full..

hmms. now i gotta think of my RJ.

seems that this week gt quite a lot of LOVE questions in mind. lols!

what's up wif LOVE?

alrightss.. i think thats all i have to say..

will blog agn sooon.

hahas!

oh btw, SHINee has released the full version of RING DING DONG!

and its AWESOMEE! hahahs! i listened to it for many times already..

and spreading the news to some of my frens. hahhas!

okokayss. byeeee!

[RING DING DONG!]

and eunice, i miss youu tooo! when will i see you agn? :)

2009-10-08T20:23:00.003+08:00

Helloo readers!

School just reopened last monday!

and i seriously misss E37E lots!

How i wish i could go back to those times when we laugh each other's jokes,

having lunch together, gg gaga over hot guys and taking care of each other.

mans. the atmosphere is just so different.

well, nw i m in class E37F, just next door from my previous class.

hmms. yeah. first day was good. coz my team was able to bond together and chit-chat well.

the class were friendly but there is sometimes silence in classs.

but now our class are beginning to become a little noisy which is a goood thing!

hahas! i was shocked by the way some of my frens in my class presented.

it was damnnn goooood! i felt so awkward coz i thought my personality was gg to be quiet

but after awhile, i m trying to learn how to speak up more.

Hopefully i wont be soooo quiet after this sem. but i m not good in questioning.

i'm slowly trying to build up my confidence.

but overall for these 4 days in school, i think i'm okay wif my presentation and confidence.

It's time to get serious with my studies.

plus i dunno whether am i back to my first 2 weeks routine during last sem?

coz i didnt have any company to eat lunch wif me. so i had to starve myself.

but dunno why to me is good. coz i can lose another 3 kg if i dun eat for 2 weeks.

but my dear E37E classmates dun wan me to starve myself coz i m already thin enough.

and also wans me to join them for lunch. hahhas. how sweet they are!

also for this week, the first day i had already spent like 30 dollars. so i'm also lack of money to eat for lunch. tmr still have to eat swensens wif jr they all for junhao and sc's birthday!

hmmms.. ohmy. but come to think of it, i'm still missing E37E lotss!

there are some pple i haven get to see to them for a long time ever since UT!

luckily, i usually meet syafa after school coz we miss each other lots and definitely talking about our korean stuffs! hahahas!

anyways, heard that SHINee is coming with a new mini-album! and i saw their new hairstyle!

it was superrr coool! especially i'm happy to see jjong new hairstylee! looks great on him!

cant wait till Oct 19 for their album.

i'm still not sure whether i am gg to Lee Minho in Singapore for his Etude promotion in Ion Orchard.

well, let's see whether i m free on that day! hahas!

alrights. i gtg already! byeeeee!

annyeong!

[i love you just the way you are.]

[thnks for appearing my dreams agn!]

2009-09-28T22:27:00.003+08:00

helloooo readers!
backkk to blogging!
hmms. today i thought i was gg to bored at homee, but luckily danny and yy asked me out coz they were bored at home too.
so yeah, i had lunch at homee and had to do last min household chores at homee.
so i had to meet them latee.
washed the dishes and quickly went to get prepared.
when i was about to tap my card, i was being stopped to go a saving survey.
damn. so there is this great eastern thingy telling me to save my money every month.
so i was scared that i will spend a lot of money. he gave me a student plan.
which means every day i have to save 3 dollars. one month i have to save 90 dollars.
if i dun save 90 dollars per month, they will deduct 90 dollars in my savings.
damnn. which means nw i have to start saving money.
tmr i will try to clarify wif them agn. hahas. jus wanna make sure my savings are okay.
cannot anyhow jus keep deducting my money even if i saved 90 dollars.
hmms. so after talking to them for 30 mins, i rushed to meet yy and danny at plaza sing.
we went to watch FAME!
hahas! the movie was awesomee.

lovee the beat of the music.. hmms. i think i will give 3 out of 5 stars.
the story is a bit similar to "Raise you voice".. but i think "raise your voice" is much better!

hahhas! anyways, so after the movie, i went to my aunt's hse for dinner.
i had to go back home to get some things for my aunt.
had a great dinner.
thn watched bai wan da ge xing at her hse.
hahas. the kids are soo cuteee and smartt!
after the show, headed back homeee.
hmms. recently the UT results were outt.
nt really happy wif my results too especially my GPA.
although i passed all the modules, i wasnt satisfied wif it.
next sem i have to continue to work hard!
hmms, sch is starting next week.
dunno whether am i excited or nervous for the next sem.
a whole new sem, a whole new class and a whole new beginning for me agn.
alrights. this week i gotta occupy myself to enjoy for the last 6 days before sch starts?
andd.. i miss KBOXing!
hahas! okokays.. byeee everyonee!

[i really wish you can appear in my dreams agn..]

2009-09-23T23:51:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM KEYBUM!

hahhas! SAENG-IL CHUKA HAMNIDA!

better say before it turns 12am!

SHINee Hwaiting!

ALMIGHTY KEY is lovedd!

2009-09-20T16:07:00.002+08:00

Annyeong readers!

back to blogging!

Bon voyage to my bro who is gg overseas for studies!

wellwell.. its gg to be a lonely me in my hse..

cool isnt it? maid nt ard.. have to help to do the household chores..

lunch and dinner? well.. depends? maybe i have to cook myself or go outside to dapao food.

or probably my parents will get me food to eat..

yesterday went to eat dimsum wif my family...

niceee! i took pic of only the chilled mixed fruit pudding.. the others are at my sis's camera!

hahas. yeah. thn after having lunch..

carie, me, both of my sis and second sis's bf went to marina barriage to fly kitee!

hahas! yeah.. the wind wasnt good.. till when it was 4pm thn there is good wind..

anyways, i didnt manage to fly the kitee coz my leg had blister so i cant run..

but it looked so much fun when richard was flying the kite....

hahas. next time i should try..

so i was there taking lots of pictures wif my sis's camera.. Cool photographer I am..

hahas! the weather was nicee there..

and guess what? this is my first time there..

Carie even met a new friend! hahas! awww.. they were pretty sweet together!

okokays.. after having fun at marina.. we went back home..

we had ice cream while on our way home in the car. i shared my ice cream wif Carie!

reached homee.. helped my mum to prepare dinner.. i'm lousy chopping food. hahas!

thn afer having dinner..

we went to fetch my bro to the airport..

I saw only one friend of my bro.. thn after that, from one to like 20 plus?

hahas! i was surprised..

my sis's frens were there too!

we were there chit-chatting away for two hours?

we even saw auntie angie and uncle edmund! hahas. they happen to be flying to beijing..

thn walked my bro to the departure there and said our farewells.

of course, he gave us a hug! sweeeet..

after he went in, we headed back homeee..

so today, jus a few hrs ago, my bro smsed my mum that he just reached UK.

Hopefully he is fineee there and enjoy his studies there!

hehes! no worries, will get to webcam wif each other!

alrights.. thats all i have to say...

i'm trying to send my order form to the blogshop.. but my hotmail doesnt seem to be working..

will try it agn tonite..

tmr will be celebrating michelle's birthday!

nicee! Jocie prepared a lot of things for her. hahas. alrights.

i gtg off already! byeeee!

[you'remyblingbling]

2009-09-15T13:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUM AND YVONNE!!

ltr will be gg out to Bottle Tree there to have dinner wif my family...
superrr cooool! cannot go and celebrate yvonne's birthday.. sorry..
nw i m at homeee.. chatting wif frens, korean stuff agn and other things..
recently i watched the "Liu Man" acted by Lollipop's Xiaojie and Choc7..
is superrrr funnyy! hahhas! should go watch it mans..
lols! anyways, also i jus finished my work at comex show..
tiring.. but the sales there were quite gooood...
thought for four days, i never get the bestseller and never get to earn extra money.
its okays.. i jus wanna gain experience and be independent by my own..
hmms. its great to meet new frens there.. hahhas!
realised most of them there are from RP too..
cooool! well..
talking abt BT.. i m nt sure when i m still taking it.. keep forgetting abt it..
maybe next week or so.. this week also quite busy..
maid is not ard.. so kinda lonely at homee..
so yeah.. i wanted to watch the Cinderella Man but no subs.
need to try and see whether it works agn..
this friday, sumin is leaving for australia while my bro is leaving for UK on sat...
damn sad luhs. bro is leaving for 3 years. gonna miss him so much..
hopefully i can go visit him during holidays. hehes..
anyways, i gtg and help my dad to check out smth already..
annyeong everyone!

[ilovebluebecauseofyou..]

2009-09-15T12:44:00.002+08:00

"We are not seven, we are one.." -Wooyoung..

On the 8th Sept, Park Jaebeom left 2PM...

i wonder how is he doing in Seattle nw..

Many fans are protesting outside JYP entertainment.. They wan Jaebeom to comee backk..

Hearing that Wooyoung and Taecyeon quitting to be MCs in Inkigayo is also quite disappointing.

2PM the hottest.. nw i missing them badly..

I was shocked to see that there are many fans waiting outside..

But what can JYP do nw? Are they able to bring Jaebeom backk?

Watching the last performance of 2PM and seeing Wooyoung whispering "Him Nae Yah Ji" to Jaebeom makes me feel upset even moree.

I hope that 2PM will be back as onee.. I wanna see them having fun, doing their crazy things, being hot just like in Wild Bunnies..

I jus wanna say.. "Please Come back, Jaebeom.. The fans needs you badly... Without you, there is no 2PM.. You are the leader that makes the Hottest 2PM.. I miss you soo.. and I hope you are doing finee in Seattle.. Be strong.."

2009-09-07T00:34:00.002+08:00

Hello readers!
hahas. nw is the morning 12.39am..
kinda blogging and feeling damn tiredddd..
today morning was quite a busy day for me..
planned to celebrate sokzhen's birthday todayy!
hmms. was kinda disappointed though coz my plan was kinda in a mess.
some things kinda happened so lucky ken and bw was in amk hub to meet me..
went ard amk hub to look for cakee and thn to heartland mall..
brought the cake to my hse and thn out to meet sokzhen they all in heartland mall.
met sokzhen first thn followed by cf, jq and ben.
head to pizza hut and ate our late lunch..
mg thn camee.. so yeah.. ordered a couple meal wif bw thn shared dessert wif sokzhen.
thn after pizza, mg and sokzhen went to arcade to play for awhile while the others came my hse.
started to play mahjong.. sis's frens were there playing too.
played mahjong for a few hours.
prepared a surprise for sokzhen! hahas!
sang birthday song for her and just enjoy eating the cake.
thn carried on playing mj.
they went back home at 10pm.
so yeah. glad that sokzhen had fun today!

yesterday..
afternoon went to thomson plaza to get my contact lense.
the optician says i have to let my eyes rest for a few days more thn can wear my contact lense..
yupp.. and then went back home agnn..
out to amk hub at abt 6 plus to meet mich and lesden..
called bw and found out that he and mg were in amk hub too.
so met them and chit-chatted.
mg accompanied me to the bus stop and thn board the same bus as liwoon and lesden.
so yeah. reached ECP.
thn walked quite a long distance to malcolm's bbq pit.
realised a lot of boys there.. lols!
lesden and michelle kept saying that "the "sun" is very nicee today!" due to the fact that i almost said sun instead of moon. LOLS!
anyways, thn sat down on the beach wif mich and enjoyed the dark view and breeze of the beach..
ate hotdog and corn. hahas. the most was potato chips..
hahas! thn headed back home at late night 11 plus.
lesden's dad fetched me, elliot and michelle back home..
reached home..
yupp. so that was my day! thnks for the invitation to ur bbq b'dae party, mal! and thnks for the ride, lesden!
so after this week, i m gg to be broke soon.
lols! lucky i found a job in comex show.. thnks evon!
gonna earned my money back!

recently went for my class chalet.
and definitely had lots of fun!
chit-chatted a lot during class bbq.
didnt get to stay for a night coz i wasnt free the next day..
so yeah.. but they seemed to have lots of fun during the nights in chalet.
was very funny when watching their videos on what happened during the chalet.
took a few pics.. can be found in fb.
our maths faci even came to our chalet! coool!
we even re-watched the class video that was made by asry..
kept warning malek nt to cry agn.. hahas.
chit-chatted a lot at the poolside while some played "heart attack".
so yupp. thn syafa's dad fetched me back home coz it was quite late..
eric accompanied me and syafa to the place where syafa's dad waited..
thnks eric for being so sweet and accompanied us!
oh ya, before we left, we even hug each other to say goodbyee..
shilin even gave me a peck of kiss on my cheeek! hahas! sweeet!
i'm soo gonna miss my classmatesss!
hope there will be more gatherings! and see them sooon!
love you guyss!

alrights thats all i have to say..
is 1.14am already!
annyeong everyone!

[i'm so sorry for everything.. i guess is my fault..]

2009-09-02T17:51:00.000+08:00

Annyeonghaeseyo peeps!
hahhas! it's time to blog!
today i m suppose to go for my class chalet but due to work briefing, i had to stay at home and i guess tmr thn i can go chalet for bbq.
mans. almost clash my plan for today and tmr.
so sorry to my classmates who are thinking that i m staying overnight for chalet.
i wanted to stay for tonite but tmr morning i have to rush for a briefing so i cant make it.
anyway, so today i m totally bored at home..
went out to have lunch wif my sis and her bf. duck riceeee!
thn came back watched videos and shows. BORED!
hmms.. i wonder how long is the briefing for tmr.. hope is not that long..
tmr still have to pray.. so i have to come back home after my briefing and out for class chalet.
hmms. this week is pretty busy for me..
fri morning i am gg to the gym for a workout. seriously not happy wif my weight..
i m gaining weight already!
last week, went to watch getai performance at my parents' fren company.
superrr cooool and niceee! hahas! enjoyed a lot!
also, the next day, i went to see the optician to check out my eyesight..
optician says i have to let my eyes rest for another week so can only collect my contact lense this sat.
thn went to PS to get acne foam cleanser for my pimples! ETUDE!
a popular skin care shop in korea! so decided to buy one and try if it works on my pimple.
hmms. is slowly improving.. teehee!
i'm beginning to have an interest in korean fashion style.
i lovee their style lots! and looking at some blogshops spree to see any clothes which are imported in korea that are nice.
and of courseee, i wanna go shopping badly! jus trying to find some free time to go shopping!
hahas! hmms. i think that's about it.
i cant wait to see my classmates tmrr!! wootss!
plus ex-5B gathering on the 18th sept!
gtg.. byeeee!

[seeing you always makes me smilee!]

2009-08-28T17:07:00.001+08:00

Annyeong readers!
backk to blogging!
nwadays been so boredd at homeee.
i have to seriously do something useful..
well, have been finding dance tutorials to learn some dance moves.
i just managed to finish learning the whole dance for "Tell me your wish".
dunno wat is up next.
anyways, i heard that JYP auditions are open!
but of course i m not joining for sure. hahas!
i will just my dancing and singing as a hobby.. hehehs!

hmms. yesterday i went to watch movie wif my sis and her bf.
Jack Neo's film, Xia Dao Xiao.
after watching the show, i dunno why i feel so insecuree.
maybe to you guys, you may think is not scary at all.
but sometimes whenever i watch horror shows, my mind cant stop thinking of the scary parts and thinking that what if it happens to urself?
i couldnt sleep last night. so i woke up and watched Ming Zong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni.
Until my eyes felt sleepy so i went to bed.
till now, i dunno why i feel so emotional and scared whenever i m alone.
the loneliness, the insecurity and the fearness..
this is what i felt inside my heart.
Just wished someone can be there by my side and make me feel secure.
came back home. and quickly baked my chocolate chip cookie bars!
hahas! it take some time for me to fix here and there.
but in the end, though my mum says it is not soft, she said not bad.
so this morning i told her, "now i know why is not soft.. coz it is cookie bar!"
hmms.. tonite will be gg for getai dinner at Franklin wif my parents.
will have to miss guitar lesson.
tmr i have to go and check out my eyesight and get my new contact lense.
its been a long time i said that due to the redness in my right eye, i have to go see the optician or doctor. so tmr i better go see the optician.

hmms, cant wait for class chalet!
i miss my classmates in E37E already!
after the last UT, manage to hug those people i wont be seeing agn.
forgt to hug huiping. lols! goshh.
anyways, i dunno how many pple will go to bbq. but hopefully many pple will.
i even made a special presentation to syafa. she was touched and even cried when reading my presentation.
hahas. you will be rmbed always!
anyways, i gtg already.. blog sooon agnn!

[romeo, romeo.. eodiso?]

2009-08-22T14:05:00.000+08:00

Hellooo! i'm backkk!
Finally three UTs is already over!
left two more to go go GO!
well, i'm gonna miss my class badly when the next sem comes!
goshh..
the fun and laughter..
the care and concern towards each other..
the teamwork we did..
so many memories i will miss about them..
some even cried in class.
the best class i have met!
anyways, it was great to know them for these past sixteen weeks..
Hopefully we will be able to contact and meet each other agn..
we will be having class chalet soon! so i will be glad to join them for just one night.
hmms, yesterday UT for cognitive was quite difficult..
and i didnt have the time to do finish! dammnnnn!
and next mon will be Maths! shuckss. i m worried about that!
i must have confidencee!
today i just went to make my personal new savings account! hehes!
finally gt a ATM card.
and nwadays, i feel like shoppinggg..
after UT, is the holidays. so anybody willing to go shopping wif me? hahas.
alrights.. thats all i have to sayy..
byeeee! annyeong!

"you're my lucky charm..
i'm willing to learn it for the sake of you..
thnks for being there to show ur support!"
Oppa, saranghae! <33

2009-08-18T21:32:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday Jiyong Oppa!
hahahs! B-I-G to the Bang Bang!
alrights.
will update agn.. probably the weekends or after my UT3 is overr!

Good luck to those pple who are taking UT3!
Saranghaeyo, E37E! will miss my dear classmates!
Hwaiting!

2009-08-08T17:28:00.002+08:00

Helloo Everyone!
This week was pretty normal..
well, mon i had social dance after school.
the next day i did not go because i was having a headache due to the day before's dance moves.
something got me thinking for some time.
i even talked to my fren about it and even told my problems too.
i was so puzzled and confused to make the decision.
so in the end, i made a conclusion - i decided to quit social dance.
It doesnt mean that i am giving up.
a lot of pple know that i lovee dance a lot but there are some reasons i made this decision.
if you want to know what is the reasons, u can ask me through msn.
it is very difficult to explain it in my blog here.
but anyways, my decision had already been made.
i suddenly miss learning ballroom dancing in Shawn and Gladys Danceworld.
i had so much fun over there and i enjoyed it a lot. but due to my studies, i had to quit.
now seeing the dancers on TV screen, my mind recalled the past.
hmms. anyways, on wednesday, i went singing session with yx, nicole, huiping and jo.
hahass! they are superr funny. i think most of the time we were doing there was playing true or dare.
yeah, it was crazy. and i reached home pretty late.
the next day, i felt so tired when i came to school.
had science module. i helped to do the worksheet but thn what i did was wrong.
wasted my effort doing it. so anyways, i helped to do the ppt.
after school, ard 4.30pm, went to see Aisya's hip hop performance!
hahas! she was seriously freaking hot when she was out there dancing.
simply loveee it!
thn yesterday, had maths module..
many people didnt came and during our first break, a lot of pple were thinking to escape class. but then no one escaped.
thn after school, i went back home and out to meet lihui.
First time carrying a guitar bag. hahas! uberr cool!
but anyways, had dinner at banquet in amk. we went class late.
guitar lesson was fun! hahas! i m trying to practise it.
coz i know i missed quite a lot of lesson. hahas.
well, today, i did practise the song on the guitar.
i also studied my communication skill module for upcoming UT.
i m quite happy wif my UT2 result. coz i realised i have improved except for science.
i just learn how to dance "tell me your wish" by SNSD. but half of it.
coz i m still trying to do the leg move. quite difficult to do it.
ltr i will be gg to lena's hse for national day celebration wif my parents!
hahas! FOOD FESTIVAL!
alrights.. i gtg! byeeee! annyeong!

KIM JONGHYUN&AO QUAN! <333

2009-08-02T18:02:00.000+08:00

Annyeong everyone!
okokays. dunno whats wrong wif blogger..
where is all the texting format and the colours?
hmms. anyways,
mon and tues was same as usual.
had dance class. getting tougher as i thought.
the warmup exercise are killing me but in order to have a good body, i have to do it!
hmms. wednesday, after school, went to meet mg, jq and bw for Harry Potter movie.
well, i can rate 2.5/5 because seriously too much communication.
but i was superr interested in their relationships in the movie. hahas!
yeah. overall, it was quite okay for me.
i almost slept. :P
so after movie, went to eat at the market.
okokays, on thursday, i guessed i stayed back wif my classmates.
so yeah, syafa and me were busy talking about korean things agn.
the other classmates were actually playing omegle. hahhas!
its super funny when you see them talking to strangers.
headed back home wif syafa, her fren and wenlin.
hmms. on friday, maths moduleeee...
it was alright for me.
at least i understood what is it about.
since i hardly talk during third meeting, faci gave me a practice question.
kinda slow in answering question coz i couldnt understand but in the end, i understood.
but thnks faci for giving me a chance to speak.
we were dismissed pretty late.
rushed to meet lesden. thn collected certificate.
headed back home thn out to meet lihui.
had vocal lesson onli. bu neng shuo de mi mi...
after lesson, went to mac to have supper wif friends.
jalyn's bro fetched me back home. thnks for the ride!
yesterday went to ION!
was super crowded there. walked ard and window-shopped.
wanted to buy smth there but had to control my spendings.
anyways, jinhao thn came to meet us for dinner.
had fish & co. chit-chatted lots.
after that, headed back home.

hmms, i wonder when i am gg to take my driving license since i m already 18..
should i take it during the holidays?
nw i have to focus on my UT3. i cant study my basic theory nw when UT3 is coming.
hahas. anyways, thats all i have to sayy..
Bye!

thnks for the sweet dream today, angel..
saranghae..

2009-07-26T12:24:00.011+08:00

*Updated!

Annyeong everyone!
okokays, my laptop is spoilt now..
luckily i gt backup my documents and everything.
now blogger also something wrong..
cannot seem to put any colours or upload any pics..
superrr weird..
i will try to update as soon as possible..

18th July:

my dad bought a lot food in the market for dinner.
went to collect my clothes at tiong bahru in the afternoon.
so i kinda celebrated my birthday wif my aunt, cousins and my sis's frens and my family!
hahahs. my sis bought two cakes for me and my aunt.
Cheesecake and Chocolateee~
Lili, cousin edward and my bro-in-law bought me presents!
simply lovee it a lott! thnksss for celebrating my birthday!
Brad told me since i am 18. i have to drink 18 cups of wine.
in the end, of course i didnt. hahahs. drank two cups onli.
so yeah. feeeling tired so went to bed..

19th July:

went to celebrate Carie's birthday!
also went to check out my elder sis's housee!
its nice and big!
food was great too! hahas!
Carie does have a big fantasy birthday cake.
the cake was superr cutee. she was also having so much fun..
mingled around and joking ard wif my cousin. jus lame-ing wif each other.
hahas! Carie is finally 1 year old! but getting more mischievous! loveee to scream a lott!

20th and 21th july:
went to schoool..
had dance class after school.
tiring and Fi wasnt there so we practiced ourselves.

22th July:

lots of msg received when the clock strikes 12!
hahas! i was actually sleeping but awake when Delson called me but i missed the call.
so i carried on sleeping..
went to school with formal wear because it was enterprise day!
had to wear as if we are gg for interview.
hahas. classmates also wished me happy birthday too!
thnks xuan for sms-ing everyone to wish me happy birthday. hahas.
thnks joanna and huiping for the POCKY and the cuteee XIAO YANG!
hahas! also, thnks to my dearest closest friend, Syafa, for sending me a cute happy wish wif jjong oppa and a lovely msg for mee!
thnks E37E for singing a happy birthday song to meee and sending wishes to me in facebook.
hahahas! LOVE THEM LOTS! i suddenly realised that i m gonna miss them so much when sem 2 comess! awww..
after school, went back home. and out to bishan to meet mingguan & co.
went to swensens and have dinner!
they didnt allow outside food in their restaurant.
so cant bring in the cake inside.
ate fish and chips.
had fun chatting wif the jokers! hahhas!
there was a free ice cream called Fire house birthday ice cream. coz it was my birthday.
so they sang me a birthday song when the candle was lighted up in the middle of the ice cream.
hahas! thnks a lot guyss! oh ya, michelle and cf came before they sang.
lols! thnks cf for the present!
thn they celebrated the cake wif me outside the second level of j8.
agn, they sang to me birthday song!
i almost couldnt eat finish the cake because i have been eating too many cakess!
took a lot of photos. can be found in fb.
lols. ard 10 plus, headed back homee.
thnks mg they all planning to celebrate wif me.. i appreciated lots!
no worries, i seriously enjoyed it. :)
love you guyss! and E37E!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

23th july:

went to school per normal.
had science module. Biology agn.
Genetics? hahhas. cool!
after school, went out to celebrate wif michelle, lesden, mal and CX.
jocie wasnt able to go because of some problems.
okokays. thn headed to suntec city.
slacked ard. chit-chatted.
we went to fish & co. to eat for dinner.
we couldnt finish the food, so we played "mystery number".
hahas. managed to finish the food in the end.
thn we went to see the view of fountain of wealth.
was sooo touched when lesden and michelle went to dedicate song for me.
i almost wanted to cry but cant pour out.
but seriously, i was superr touched. especially the msg included, "love youu foreverrrr.."
took pics and enjoyed the view of it.
malcolm kept disturbing and making me laugh.
lols! thn me, michelle and lesden went ard the fountain of wealth to make our wish.
something funny happened to me and michelle. hahas!
can go check out lesden's blog if u wanna know. LOLS!
okokays. thn headed back home..
thnks for celebrating wif me and the sweet wallet u guys bought!
LOVE YOU GUYSS!

24th july:
had maths modulee..
it was damn difficult to understand..
i think me and nadirah were slacking.
okokays, was trying to understand the problem but i guess i know like 30% of it.
the class was very quiet when the faci was explaining the problem.
like no one understands. lols.
thn after school, went back homee.
sumin, jr, sc, sc's gf, rick, rick's gf, joey, yiru and sk cammee.
hehes. played the whole night.
thn jinhao and his cousin came too.
thnks for the present! i loveee it! and that was smth i wanted to buy for a long time.
was surprised that u guys will buy that.
hahas! anyways, chit-chatted wif the girls.
thn went to Cavern for dinner while joey, yiru and sk went to find lindy.
after dinner, they had puca-puca ice cream.
headed back to my hse. played agn.
jinhao's cousin showed magic to us agn! hahahas! i lovee his magic performance!
kc told us his story.. thn they played their own soccer game.
they also bought cake for me. at that time, my bro's frens came so they all went inside while we went outside.
hahas. after celebrating, sumin, jr, kc, sc's gf went back homee..
watched "absolute boyfriend". they stayed overnight. and headed out to play pool ard 2am in kovan while they left me and sc at home.

Yesterday:
Sc asked Rick's gf to wake me up in the middle of the morning to help them wif something.
lols! damn. was soo tired.. saw jinhao, his cousin, rick sleeping.
hahas. was surprised that sc and rick's gf stayed up the whole morning.
woke up ard 9am plus.
prepared breakfast for them.
thn they headed back homee.
thnks u guys for celebrating wif me! hahas! also getting to meet new frens. lols! LOVES!
afternoon, went to meet Sheryl to exchange our Romeo's album! finally, jjong's cover in my hands already!
hahas! thn headed back home. boreddd..
was having heartpain because my laptop wasnt working.
so yeah, at night, went for dinner at punggol.
some kind of event. my father was helping out there.
the food was a lot so i almost couldnt eat finish.
after dinner, miss tan fetched us back home.

Today:
whole day at homeee..
haiisss... hopefully my laptop will be fineee.. lols!
okays. thats all for my celebration days..
THANKS A MILLION FOR THE WISHES, PRESENTS AND CELEBRATIONS!

2009-07-18T14:41:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthdayyy Sweeeeet Maknae Taemin! :D

Saengilchuka-hamnida!

Annyeong readers!

i m back to blog agnn.

hahhas! anyways, finally UT1 all the modules results are out!

okokays. it is not so good than i expected..

hopefully my UT2 can do better.

tonight i will be celebrating wif my aunt together an advance birthday celebration! hehes.

thn tmr celebrating Carie's birthday at their new housee!

weeee! funn!

hmmss. finally we can go back to our IG. okay. i m back to my busy mode agn next week.

i m scared that i might forget my dance steps agn..

i will practice today or tmr.

well, kinda boredd nw..

will see if there is any new videos to watchh. hahas.

i m loooking forward to next weeeekkk!

alrightsss. gtg.. byeeeee!

종현 , 보고싶어요....

2009-07-16T14:28:00.003+08:00

Annyeong readers!

hahas! currently i am in school having science module now..

well, learning biology.. cell membrane, phospholipid, lipid bilayer..

quiteee difficult to learn the names well. lols!

thnks my bro for buying BOF dvd, the keychain and the supermario house slippers for mee!

anyways, recently i went to genting for a three days two night trip..

was quite fun and relax in genting..

its been a long time i haven been there. like yearsss!

played the outdoor and indoor games!

bought chocolates and many thingss. hahas.

get to share wif my classmates and friends. :D

later there will be communication practice UT! dunno why am i feeling so stress nw..

after UT, gg kbox wif phoebe and the girls.

okokays, there are lots of update about my idol-ing stuff.

hahas. like fanfan is leaving mfbbt and no longer hosting there. thats very sad..

she's been a great host in mfbbt and taking care of the didis. tonite there will be an episode of her crying when didis say their farewell msg to her.

awww..

another thing is, i loveeee Lollipop's new songs, like ShuoShuo, WoShiChuanQi and JiaoHuanRiJi.

as for korean stuff, nw some of my classmates especially the girls are getting to love korean boys a lot.
and i do not think is under my influence. hahahas. dun be like mee..

lols. me and syafa have been trading videos and going gaga about korean boys.

seems like we are soo crazy about them.

alrights. thats all i have to say.

gtg.. byeeee!

6 days leftt!

2009-07-05T17:55:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Rocker Fabien!
hahahs! yeah. my wishes has already written in the forum.
hopefully u can see it in woo.com.
hahas! so unexpected that i will create one birthday picture just for u.
well, we are CANCERIANS! hahas. so yeah.
anyways, today i jus bake finished Brownies!
comment from my sis and mum? Not bad.. hahas.
i m jus worried about letting lesden they all eat. lols! should be no problem ba..
tmr gg to celebrate jocie's birthday so decided to bake something for herr.
lols! okokays. UT2 is comingg. and i m gg to work hard for it.
probably need some help from the facis.
hehes. i dun wanna get upset over my result because it's no point.
so i will just try to buck up!
andddd.. i m gg to Genting on friday to sun!
yeah. but the bad thing is i cant celebrate lesden's birthday.
i feeel so bad.. i will probably get something for him and the others too while i m there.
alrightss. tmr is cognitivee. and i want to know my UT result for cognitiveeee!
okokayss. recently i went for my vocal lesson. and i also gt to learn how to play the guitar!
it is superrr cool and fun mans! but quite confusingg. have to keep practicing so i will know..
hmms. crappp. nw there is a lot of mosquito kinda biting me nw! irritating! lols!
alrights. gtg.. byeeee!

好想听你说说爱我好像听你说说想我
这些年你有没有曾经想起过我
好像对你说说爱你好像对你说说想你
这些年你知不知我常想念着你想念着你

2009-07-01T22:22:00.004+08:00

*updated...

and..

happy birthday to Leeteuk and Stella! :)

totally hate my UT results.. but i cant be soo upset nw. nw i have to buck up! stay positive!

2009-07-01T20:08:00.004+08:00

i just went emoo. i dunno..
i'm like crying in front of the screen nw..
babo.. why am i crying nw?
chincha babo..
i'm sorry...
anyways.. ermm.. today lesden they all came my hse early in the morning to do our e-learning..
they reached my hse at 8.30am. went to fetch them to my hse.
hmms. thn liwoon and jocie came my hse like half an hour..
did our work and everythingg..
lols. i watched 2PM idol show agn. hahas. okokays. they are superr funnyyy!
alrights. i did my ppt for my enterprise. thnks daniel for sending me ur ppt so i can understand wat is it about..
hahas. okays, thn they went back home at about 5 plus.
felt bored thn watched MZZDWAN..
had my dinner..
okays. yuppp..
thats all i have to say..
tmr sch reopenn. damn.. there are soo many H1N1 cases in RP ler.. and we still have to go back to school.
will blog another timee...

cant believe that my life could be soo boring...
i dunno why i love to sit in a corner and jus be alonee..
i'm feeeling sooo...... lonely...

2009-06-27T19:10:00.004+08:00

Annyeong readers!

hahhas! okokays. i m here once agn to blogg..

hmms. just last thurs, i started my holidays agn due to H1N1 case in my school, RP.

heard that the cases are getting higher..

so we have to do our learning through e-learning! which is quite troublesome.

everyone was hoping to go back to school so they discuss their work together than doing it through the internet, so do i!

also, something to me jus last thurs.

yeah. i gt sickk. i had high fever and cough.

i felt weak and i kept taking my temperature and realised it was getting higher.

plus i was webcamming wif lesden they all. so they told me to go see a doctor.

sumin they all were at my hse at that time. so in the end, i told them to stay at my hse while i go see the doctor.

yeah. so the doc says as long i m not in contact wif anyone who went overseas, it has nth got to do wif H1N1. if still gt high fever, feeling chill or out of breath, thn go for review agn.

so yeah. the next day, i woke up early and was still feeling weak..

but as the time passes by till afternoon, the temperature slowly went down.

i was soo scared that temp would go high. my bro was also scared of me that he kept asking me to go see the doctor if i m still running a high fever.

but everything was fineee. jus having a bit of sore throat.

okokays. so yeah. thn at night, went to hougang mall wif malcolm. had dinner.

walked ard and chit-chatted a lot.

i finally bought Lollipop new album! hahahs! weee~

thn headed back home at 9pm.

so today morning, my mum told my maid to make me barley.

mum says i never drink enough water thats y will have this kind of sickness.

hahas. i dislike having medicine!

feeeling boredd at homeee.

i seriously neeed to quickly find time to go HMV. i cant expect to go there alone right?

hahas. perhaps i can go alone to buy. lols! but jus lazy to go out.

okokays. so yeah, i jus watched 2PM idol show. hahas.

never got to watch this show so i took this opportunity to kill time. hahas

alrights. i m gg to continue watching it.

10jeom Manjeome 10jeom!

nobody english version is niceeee!

alrights. i gtg already. blog someday!

awww.. Dubu went to hospital.

he needs to rest moree and dun overwork himself!

Get well sooonn, Dubu Tofu Onew!

SHINee hwaiting!

RIP MJ..... -sad-

2009-06-21T21:29:00.003+08:00

Annyeong readers!

hahas. its beeen a week i haven update my blog..

alrights. was quite busy nwadays..

finally the hockey event is overrr! hahas. managed to take pics wif two hockey players who are from Nedtherlands to take pics wif us. waiting for yx to send me the picss. lols!

anyways, school is fine as usual..

hanging out wif liwoon, lesden, malcolm.. also met a few new friends like keith and jocie.

hahas. yeah. had a lot of fun wif them.

they totally rawks. lols!

yesterday went out for 5B class gathering.. met wif some old classmates.

long time never seen them and their looks seems to change a lot. hahas!

okokays. thn yeah, mrs chung came to find us.

thn headed to sumo's hse for lunch but i went to popular to look ard.

so yeah, thn walked to amk hub.. window-shopped.

there is this shop i may never want to enter again because of the attitude of a china shop owner.

i didnt like her attitude the way she talks to customer.

since this is over, i dun wan to elaborate about it.

i told this problem to my parents. yeah. i totally agree that customers are always right.

hmms. anyways, watched Land of the Lost!

hahas. the movie was superrr funny! will farrell's acting skills really cracks me up! hahas

after the show, we couldnt make up our mind where to go and eat for dinner.

so in the end, we went to suki sushi and had dinnerr.

goshhh. i have been eating a lot. is seriously time to cut it downn.

i ate like popcorn and dinner had teriyaki beef don.

i'm gaining weight already! nooo!

okokays. thn after dinner, went back homee.

today went to kbox wif cf, jq and mingguan.

sang a lot but it seems me and cf's voices wasnt good. lols

hahas. spent like 24+. goshhh. gg to be brokeee!

okokays. after singing, went back homee and have dinner.

tmr having dance class. same as tues.

thn sumin they all coming my hse probably on wed and thurs.

hmms. seems to be busy this weekday.

well, i nw need to go to HMV because i wanna get SHINee's Juliette album!

Sheryl gt Jonghyun's version so i gonna exchange wif her with Onew's version. yipee!

hahas. okokays. cant wait to get the album. i need to see when i m freee.

nw listening to lollipop's new songss. their album jus released last fri in taiwan.

i wanna buy it soooon once its released in singapore!

hhas. okokays. gtg!! byeee!

i dunno whether i should givee up. i dun like being ignored when i m talking to the person..

2009-06-11T18:38:00.002+08:00

hellooo readers!

hmms. yesterday went to catch Hannah Montana Movie wif sumin.

the movie was gooood! lovee the songs that she sang!

and the story is interesting. best of both worlds.

anyways, after the movie, went to new york new york to have a 1 for 1 meal wif sumin.

she's gt a voucher and yeah. total cost of the meal was quite cheapp!

chit-chatted lots! walked ard in amk hub..

window-shopped too! tried out a clothings.

hahas. yeah. thn headed back home.

had a light dinner at home agn.

okokays. i m seriously cutting my diet agn.

coz i think i ate a lot of calories last week. and this week, need to break a lot.

i tried not to eat popcorn yesterday.

lols! anyways, my parents finally came back from china last night.

dad went for operation. and lucky he's perfectly finee.

also, today i jus watched slumdog millionaire.

and i think is pretty niceee! i realised that the two kids are very goood in acting.

hahas. JAI HO! alrights.

i gtg and do smth else.. i was thinking to bake cupcakes. but i think will do it tmr if i m free.

Social dance has been crazy for me.. the stretching exercise are causing my muscles to ache!

there will be lifts and dips. i maybe light but the tension i hold onto guy's hands when doing dips is quite tough. so sorry guys!

i still gt two more days of events to volunteer. sunday might be quite a lot of people attending the event so will be busy.

okokays, gtg nw! byeeee!

i have been looking out for my attitude recently.

i'm very worried that i might do something bad..

my mum told me to try to interact wif pple. and nt to be so quiet.

yeah. i know. and i m trying to interact wif pple.

one thing i m scared is my mum told me that i tend to "bochap" of what pple say.

though i cant feel it, my frens may feel it. am i the "bochap" person?

also, one thing, am i selfish? coz i m starting to feel that i sometimes may be selfish.

i m seriously keeping a lookout at my attitude.

i m very scareddd.. jeongmal scaredd..

2009-06-10T12:58:00.002+08:00

i missssss the boyss, lollipop!

its beeen a long time i never talked about them..

hmms.. though i m have beeen busy wif my work and looking up at korean stuffs, i still always check out their updates about them..

of course, i did listen to their new song, "I am Legend". its niceee and the lyrics are pretty well-written with their own personalities.

hahas.. hopefully, they will come to singapore soon as i know that they already went to malaysia..

which is pretty near here but yet so far. hehes.

i m still trying to save money for their concert. jus trying to stop spending on my sprees. hahas!

anyways, i m also planning to give smth when they come to singapore this time coz the last two visits they came, i onli gt them to sign my album. so this time, maybe a small gift appreciation for them.

hahas. alrights.. not only Lollipop, still wanna congrats Choc7 for having a new debut album!

definitely their songs are niceee and i'm listening it to them nw.. lovee all three songs especially "wo tai ben" written by wangzi! hahas.

"Tai qing chun" reminds me of last time when lollipop released their new debut album. hahas. jus like "qi cai bang bang tang"!

anyways, their looks have turn them so maturee. hahas! same as Lollipop!

all the boys have grown up!

These boys will always be in my heart! also to all the fans' hearts too!

hahas. alrightss.

lovee the lollipop boysss!

alrights, nw i m gg to watch hannah montana wif sumin!

gtg! byeeee! :D

2009-06-06T16:10:00.003+08:00

Annyeong readers!

hahas! well.. i'm back from my SDIG campp!

had lots of fun.. especially the tea party!

first day, went for zaini's workshop! tough training!

danced jazz ballet.. he scolded us for nt being discipline enough...

but the whole routine was okay for me.. tough warmup excercise but is seriously good for body..

had lunch, thn played games. interesting.. our team were like soo dead...

jason is a funny and fun student leader! so are the others! wooots.. they totally rawks!

thn we went for louis' workshop.. learnt waltz! hahas! its greattt! partnered wif charmaine..

she was trying to lead me but thn got all lost.. lols! but it was fun! enjoyed his class.

thn had dinner, wore PJs, played the night amazing race.

ran ard like marathon.. gg station by station.. our team was the second to reach!

went to have a bath and headed for debrief and lights out at 11pm.

second day, woke up at 6.45am. thn do physical excercise.

had Fi's workshop.. learnt street chacha. parntered wif the guys and danced along.

lovee the dance routine!

alrights, thn we headed to prepare our dance for the night tea party.

jason wasnt able to help us so he gt huilin to replace him.. plus she was the judge for the tea party. hahas!

okokays. we planned everything. after that, had felicia's workshop!

learnt merengue! a very flamboyant dancee! this time i did not partner wif anybody.

was feeling tired. so me, cheryl and lijun was sitting at the side watching the girls and guys dancing..

lols! the dance routine was quite catchy and fast. so was kinda confused. but when the guys lead you, you feel much better!

alrights. thn after that, we are given three hours to practise our dance for the night tea party.

we dressed up like as if we are gg for prom night. theme for the party? black and BLING!

hahas! anyways, the whole tea party was greatt! student leaders even got to show off their dance moves!

played games and had team compeition! it was fun! thn we were free to dance on the dancefloor.

after the tea party ended at 11 plus, went to accompany cheryl to get her bag in the hall.

Cheryl went off first, thn me and charmaine went to washup.

i did something sorry to charmaine.. i felt soo badd but i didnt want it to happen.

okokays, let bygones be bygones. dun want to elaborate the situation. but i'm so sorryy to charmaine!

alrights. thn some pple ordered mac delivery.

while some went to bed. feeeling so tiredd.

final day! woke up. and washup! thn slacked ard...

till 10 plus, headed to dance studio and slacked a little and practised our dance again.

gt some of my frens to lead me in the merengue dance.. thnks a lot guys!

thn had briefing.. headed backk homeee!

superrr tired. i almost lost my ezlink on the way to mrt. luckily someone returned the card to the one-stop centre. if not, thats it..

hmms. my body is aching!. and finally i can sleep on my bed than the carpet!

for two nights, the carpet is so hard that i felt so uncomfortable sleeping on it.. hahas!

okokays, thats all i have to say! thnks to all my new frens who i've met and takecare of each other!

byeee everyoneee!

oh ya, CONGRATS TO SHINEE FOR WINNING THE 1ST PLACE IN COMEBACK DAY!

saw this in evon's blog..

hahas! see what's on aoquan's mask? OCTOPUS! wooots!

2009-05-31T23:52:00.004+08:00

hmms. today went for YAC Get-together session.

sang a duet wif lihui as performance.

goshhh.. i was soo nervous and i forgot my lyrics. so scary..

hahas. played game wif those people who came to join the session.

a complicated game..

anyways, after our performance wif the yac, thn went back home.

took a few pics wif lihui.

thn headed home.

kinda tired.

played wif Carie. and she bullied me agnn!

she loves to bully me! especially taking out my specs!

at night, watched Camp rock! hahas! i didnt get to watch last year.

but finally i can get to watch it on channel 5! LOLS!

indeed it was a niceee show! enjoyed their music a lot!

how i wish i can write lyrics too,

hmmss. anyways, i'm havin holidays.

wat should i do mans? haiis. my mum is gg overseas tmr plus my dad is already in overseas nw.

gonna be lonely at homee..

gonna miss them. one week later, they will be back.

hmms. damn. i'm listening to BBF songs which most of them are pretty sadd.

hahas. kept recalling about Jandi and JunPyo.

okokays, heard that FT island is coming to singapore! and there will be fanmeeting session!

shucks! do u know i onli get to see korean boybands in youtube instead of real person?

and now FT island is coming to singapore, i dunno whether i wanna go see them. [i wanna see Jaejin and Hongki!]

maybe not, coz it's ex! have to pay so much money for the session. hahas.

okokays, thats all i have to say already.

byeeee!

i dunno whether am i able to laugh agn anymore..

are those just fake laughters? i'm too tiredd.

gaseumi otteoke dwaennabwa...

2009-05-30T14:27:00.002+08:00

ahhh. this practically sucks.

i forgot to do my RJ for my maths moduleee!

i m sooo doomed nowwww! i'm gonna fail!

dammnnn. nw i have to do it always after the lesson ends.

arghhhh. superrrr upset nowww.

and daniel thinks that because i keep looking at korean pictures thn forgot to do my RJ.

lameeee. i came back homeee late last night lo..

i went for prawning after my vocal lesson. managed to catch a big prawn!

woke up like 11 plus and felt soo tired till i forgot to do my RJ when i realised at 12 plus.

also, nowadays i m feeel soo upset because of some thingss...

i do not feeel like saying... whenever i keep hearing it, i will feeel so disappointed wif myself.

-heartbroken-

okookaysss! i misss LOLLIPOP boys.

i haven seen MFBBT for weeks already. hopefully they can brighten my day.

damn.. my scv doesnt have channnel 102 anymore. i cant watch channel V.

hmmss.. wat is the meaning of beauty?

i reallly feeel like gg overseas.... to find someoneee.

2009-05-29T11:10:00.002+08:00

Hellooo! i'm in school noww!

having maths moduleee.. kinda confused with the topic now.. "internet download".

damnnn... nwadays have been staying in school until at night.

reached home. latest time i reached home is 12am. omgg.

superrrr tireddd.

ltr still gt Science UT! gooood luckkk!

well, today is the last day of school. and tonite some of my classmates are having steamboat but i cant go because i got vocal class. sorry guyss.

i have been thinking of some things nwadays.. dunno what upsets me.

but nvm, is jus a minor thing in my mind that i thought.

having some crazy moments wif my frens after school nwadays. laughing all the way!

last mon SHINee released their album, Juliette. some of their songs are niceeee!

tonite KBS music bank SHINee will be there. dunno whether i have time to watch.

if not, i guess there should be a repeat episode of it. or can watch it through youtube.

okokayss. i'm kinda addicted to "Again and Again" song now. i think that 2PM aree soo coool!

love Nichkhun. cuteee and innocent guy! can speak english so fluently. was surprised that he studied in USA!

love the others too like Jaebeom and Junsu! hahas. okokays stop my idol crazyness.

hmms. holidays are coming and i will be having SD camp next week plus gt JIVE event to attend.

okokays, i gtg and crack my brains already!

byeeeee! annyeong!

psss... check out Jonghyun's pic.. did u notice that it is on the july? hahas. woootss!

2009-05-23T16:37:00.003+08:00

Wasssup everyone! lols!

have been very busy this few days!

and i'm soo tiredd. next week will also be busy and there will be UT Test for the next five days!

goshhh. everytime come back, i will be dead tired.

okokays! well, nwadays our class had changed a new team in some modules.

i'm happy wif my new teammates! also, recently my maths gt an A grade. thnks to nabil!

l0ls. well, there is a problem now which most of frens are talk about.

that is my diet/weight. i haven been eating my lunch break. and my frens kept asking why i never eat whenever there is break.

so i will either tell them i'm on diet or dun feel like eating.

okokays, seriously i m not on diet. but maybe i dun feel like eating.

yesterday i managed to bring bread to school. i didnt wan to keep starving myself.

thnks to some of my classmates' concern. they are soo goood! they shared wif me food.

make me feel so paiseh like stealing or eating their food. l0ls!

but seriously thnks a lot! you guys rockss! lovee my class, E37E! also, thnks to my family for concerning about my diet and surprise gifts. hahas

well, i dunno why they will buy gifts for me. but its nice. my sis bought me a watch and a shirt. my elder sis told me to take care of my health and my father gave me a backpack and his company's tee. my mother bought me bread so i could bring to school the next day.

thnksss a million! lovee my family!

i really have to eat nowadays. i cannot keep skipping my meals.

last night when gg back home, i felt dizzy and my vision almost blurred and made me felt like i m tilting sideways.

today before having my lunch, i went to meet Sarah to collect my clothings. my whole body felt so weak like as if i m gg to faint. legs shivered and hands trembling.

now my stomach is still full. wanted to eat some snacks. but thn suddenly dun feel eating snacks liaos.

i'm happy that i got my clothes from korea clothing spree! hahas! i gg to buy two more from another korea spree! lols!

last night i had a crazy time wif the YAC peeps! camwhoring all night! practised the song wif lihui!

okokayss. i gtg already. thats all i have to say!

byeeee!

2009-05-17T14:29:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GARY!

The SHINee fans! hahahs!

Joey playing pool.

yesterday went out to Wild Wild Wet with the boys and the girls to celebrate Gary's birthday!

met them in amk mac.

took mrt there.

actually a lot of pple was suppose to go but some not free.

chit-chatted a lot wif Aily, sk and Joey.

From SHINee to BOF. hahas!

okokays.

thn we started to play for about 4 hours?

it was my first time there. and i think is awesome over there!

played the "Ularh-lar" like 4 times.

hahas! superrr fun!

Tsunami, Yellow&PurpleSlope, Round-about.

i dunno what these games are called. so jus randomly say.

hahas! but anyways, it was ex there!

but quite enjoyable there.

thn after playing, we went to take group photos.

went to shower and headed to KFC and ate.

some indian guy cut our queue. yeah.

thn after dinner, walked ard.

decided to play pool.

played wif Aily, SC, Joey and Sk.

kinda bored at first. so we took pics agn. hahas

okokays. thn after playing, it was kinda late.

so we headed back hme.

tired and all. listened to aily's mp3. and definitely much more about SHINee.

home sweet home! watched BOF agn!

Today early morning went out wif Carie, my sis, my bro-in-law and his frens to swim!

i didnt wan to swim coz i was too tired.

watched the three cutee babies playing in the pool.

gla and rich came.

after their swimming was over, went to eat at the restaurant.

had buffet!

Sweet Carie was making so much noise when i was carrying here.

one surprise thing was after she made so much noise, she out of a sudden slept leaning her head on my shoulder. hahas. awww.

so i let her slept on me for awhile.

thn we went back home.

okokays, i have to start studying my UT!

it is starting next wed! Cognitive and problem solving!

thats all i have to say!! byee!

2009-05-09T21:49:00.004+08:00

Class E37E!

i took the good part and nt the bad part of wat daniel says. hahahs! sokzhen was sleeping.

LOLS! ookokays.

back to blogging.

Today went to celebrate mother's day! woots! love my mum!

hahas! anyways, went to have dim sum at wan lok restaurant.

food was great!

thn went to sentosa to bring Carie for swimming.

4 yearss alreadyy!!! i haven been swimming! finally today i swam!

hahas! super happy! went to buy my swimming suit in vivo.

thn headed to the club and swam wif Carie, elder sis and bro-in-law.

Carie has been improving a lot in swimming in the pool instead of having nightmares.

She's super cutee when she kept using her hands to hit the water.

l0ls. she's learning how to kick the water.

the restroom in the club was awesome mans!

loveee it. after taking a shower, had ice-creammm.

thn headed to Newton food centre. ate ba chor mee.

i think Olivia iss cuteeee! hahas! she's hyper, bubbly and energetic!

hahas. chit-chatted and went to bro-in-law as my sis wanna take smth.

thn home sweet homee.

had a light dinner at homee.

i wannna play cooooking mama!

okokays, gtg! byeeee!

To passenger,

maybe we are kinda bad towards him. but sometimes i think we mus be fair towards each other. coz sometimes when he suan us, we may feel angry but we never jus walk away. but when we suan him, he will tend to get angry and jus walk away from us. okay, maybe the words that we suan him can be kinda of hurtful. i really have nth to say coz when i asked his close frens about it, they dun seem to care about what he thinks or how he feels. Sometimes neglecting your frens can be a bad thing too. But we also dun wan it to happen coz maybe we are busy or smth so we had to leave to somewhere else. but anyways, thnks for ur advice. :)

i suddenly realise that i kept thinking of SHINee! where's my Lollipop?! misss AQ.

*updated!

poor xiahjunsu. he sprained his leg. takecaresss! get well sooon!

2009-05-07T14:46:00.002+08:00

Mama Mia! LG Lollipop is seriously superrr cuteeee!!

This was advertised by Big Bang and 2NE1.

i went to check out the video of BB playing the hp.

and seriously, its cuteee, fun and AWESOME!

hahahhas! heard from alvina that it is releasing in singapore!

goshhhh! i really have to make a decision.

alvina, cheryl , huihui and me LOVE this! PINK!

anyways, i'm nw in school. and is 2.50pm.

my class already ended lesson. SCIENCE the best!

i wanna go shoppingg! i mean probably window-shopping.

hahas. coz i bought about 4 clothings from korea sprees liaos..

okokays. thats all i have to say.

annyeong!

damn.. why SHINee never come singapore? i wan to shake hands wif them badly!

to passenger, i will reply u soon..

2009-05-05T11:07:00.002+08:00

To passenger,
well, i didnt really mean to say i'm losing 3 years frenship, but i m saying that my 3 years of frenship is fading away. because ever since my fren tell me that dun ask him out or something, i thought i will nt see him so thats why i will say fade away. i dunno who or why he is angry with but i always kept thinking whether is it my fault or something. I know that he always get angry wif some of his close frens for suaning him or something. but hopefully my frenship wif him will still carry on. if not, i will think that he hate me or what though i thought i have been treating him nicely. well, i can consider that this is my first frenship problem i have seen ba.. i also never thought of losing the frenship too. :)

In schooool nowww!
hahahhahas! seriously, do u think im noisy or beinggg tooo quiet?
well, some pple may say i m quiet because i m emo or smth.
hahas. not really larhs..
anyways, recently i have been blaming myself for not able to speak up in class..
and thats y i have been getting Cs!
damn. i have been screaming this to daniel for the second time.
am i too tense or wat?
hopefully i m able to speak something.
but i m very thnkful to my maths teacher for giving me a B because she knows that i have been trying to put in effort. hehehes.
annyeong...

or my voice is jus tooo soft?

2009-05-02T21:52:00.010+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUNMI, SYAFA AND DELSON!

hahas! jus gonna write in point form agn.

- Today went out wif peilin and daniel.

- had swensens in plaza sing.

- went to play arcade and played games.

- daniel kept losing his money jus to get a toy.

- i miss playing the piano and was thinking to learn something new outside.

- we crapped and laughed a lot today. especially the part where peilin returned back the LAYS to its original place.

- tonite clique 3 is coming to play mahjong! should i play too?

- i had a sweet or rather weird dream. dunno whether is J or T or not?

- i bought 3 clothing from korean spreee! i'm happy!

- UT is coming soooon! i'm sooo worried!

- my 3 years of frenship wif a fren has began to fade away. i guesss i should move on wif a new life. but thnks for everything during these 3 years.

- i wanna learn korean badly but my dad doesnt allow. so maybe musical instrument?

okokays, thats all i have to say!

gtg! byeeee!

annyeong!

OMG! i totalllyyyy forgot oneee important thing!!

i wanna thnks my dearest family and frens who went to city plaza to support me on last SAT!

Thnks a million!! Loves!

2009-05-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

okokays... introducing to a new grp i created...
J.A.G.X!

yeah. last time i created D.A.A.X, but i "eliminated" two.
hahas. i have been always wanting to do the 4 boys banner but i didnt have the time to do it.
so yeah, finally today im free to do it.

okokays. well, i gonna jus say a few important points before i go to bed.

- thnks J for being in my sweeet dreams today!
- yesterday maths module was a failure. i'm worried i will get a D for it!
- watched last wed's MFBBT. aoquan gt "married" wif his girl. =/
- i feel like learning dance. but the problem is why i just dun have the courage to do it.
- listening to SHINee - "Y Si Fuera Ella" makes me feel touched! Jonghyun's vocal skills is really gooood!
- my heart is feeling energetic like as if i m looking forward into smth.. but i dunno wat is it.
- Eunhyuk and Donghae has become more handsome! i wanna learn "sorry sorry" even moreee!
- i feeel like swimmingg and i missss swimminggg! when am i gg to have the chance to swim?
- its been more than a week i haven bake anything. i feel like cooking or baking smth tmr.
- Loveeeee? What is Loveee actually?
- speaking in korean is fun! hahahs!
- only gt to join one IG. great. i didnt have enough time to think what i wanna join.

ookkayss, thats all i wanna say!
gtg! annyeong choomoo-seyo!

2009-04-28T18:47:00.002+08:00

Jus some main important points i want to say. hahas!

- Jonghyun is freakkinnggggg HOT! superrrrr in love wif him!

- i LOVE my class, E37E and YAC!

- i miss SOH's Team 17!

- thnks boy for being my sweet dream today!
- tmr gg to select my CCA.

- saw mrs hairul in bus.

- feel like playing mahjong! clique 3! lols!

- lots of presentation! getting crazy!

- turning into a blurr queen.

- thurs gg outing wif my class, dunno whether gg or not.

- will be buying korea clothing sprees. muahahas!

- i superrrr love Xiah junsu playing the piano! you're my everything!

- a.chord has a new album! but he has a weird hairstyle now.

- feel like learning "sorry sorry" dance.

okokays. these are wat i wanna say today!

gtg! annyeong!

2009-04-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

This is the third day of school!
okokays, one thing is i didnt get to eat their food in the canteen coz its too crowded.
hopefully someday i will get to eat it. lols!
anyways, school was good and fun.
with some crazy and friendly friends i met during the first day of school.
now getting to know more people well.
well, still, i'm very quiet in front of them.
but they always try to make talk and go crazy with them.
okokays. they are really cool.
and tmr our class is gg to wear black!
hahas.
okokays now is 10pm. i have to go and sleep already.
yupps. i know its early.
but nw it is the daily routine i have to do it.
neeed always 8 hours of sleeep.
if nt, i cant wake up tmr!
hahas. alrights. will try to update soon as possible.
busy busy busy!
need a break tmr! my shoulders are killing me coz of my heavy sling bag and carrying a laptop.
okokays.
gtg! ciaos!

2009-04-18T21:30:00.003+08:00

hellooo!
okokays. i will do a quick short post.
wednesday orientation was okays.
met daniel in the morning.
thn headed together to rp.
met some new frens..
played games and chit-chatted.
was super tired in the end.
thurs, our teammates met together early in the morning in mrt.
our ogl, hong bin, ordered for us pizza to eat.
hahas. he's good to us.
anyways, our group also bought a finger food.
l0ls.
played games agn to complete our president's cup challenge.
did cheers, war cry and everything.
some pple were high while others were feeling bored.
yesterday, we practised cheers for the jam and hop thingy.
hahas. everything was quite high.
korean and melvin went off home halfway .
after lunch break, me, wenlin, shelyn and minyie went to causeway point to walk ard.
hahas. okokays, we were slacking.
walked ard, chit-chatted, ate ice creamm.
wenlin's fren brought a doll.
super nicee and beautiful! didnt know they were into this kind of collection of dolls.
wow. also, they treat their dolls jus like their fren.
will buy clothing and everything. cool!
thn headed back to sch.
apologised to hong bin for all the troubles.
thn we waited and slacked.
watched them do the cheers.
i had to leave at 5.30pm. but the student leaders locked the door.
they were busy wif the cheers and wasnt able to open it until 7pm.
waited, waited.
i left 7pm.
headed to yac. saw lihui in the bus interchange.
did rehearsal and everything. gt high!
thn went back home.
played mahjong wif sis, jonathan, ah boon.
well, i'm considered replacing damien's place.
hahas. jus played 2 rounds. thn continued watching him playing mahjong.
i even cooked instant noodles.
okays. this time it was really successful as last time i cooked for someone.
and it turned out nt well.
hahs! went to bed.
okokays. i gtg and catch my show already!
annyeong!

2009-04-14T18:53:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to wangzi!
hhas! 20 years old ler.
well, my wishes/greeting had already been written in our fc forum ler.
hahas. so i dun think i need to say my wishes here liaos.

anyways,
yesterday went out wif mg, roy and bw.
reached there and realised no one was there.
coz they were lateee!
l0ls. roy thn pei me go eat lunch at the foodcourt.
thn mg met us at foodcourt.
headed to sumo hse coz they wanted to eat there.
after that, go arcade.
played drums. pei mg to posb and bought drink.
thnks for the treat!
hahas. thn went to bugis.
walked ard in bugis street. mg bought four clothing.
while me and roy were standing like bodyguards waiting for him.
hahas. met bw under ERP near bugis street.
went to sim lim square. mg wanted to find the price for mp3.
chit-chatted wif bw and all. KOREA!
bw went to the foodcourt and had dinner. so as i.
thn roy went to hospital to visit his grandfather while we went to kinokuniya.
i was finding boooks. learning korean. coz my online korea class no more free trial ler.
in the end, i decided nt to buy. buy it some other day. l0ls.
thn mg and bw went to meet ben. while i alighted at doby to go home.

huihui! lols!

today went out wif huihui to watch aidaodi.
the show was okay. the first three stories were quite boring.
especially the third one. dun really understand.
but the last one was totally funny. cracked me up! hahas!
mofan7bang acting skills were pretty good!
after the show, walked ard in amk.
chit-chatted abt fc and all.
thn headed back hme.
tmr is orientation day!
dunno whether i m excited or nervous!
jus nw i was feeling nervous, nw i m feeling excited.
shuckss! hopefully is nt that boring.
okokays. thats all i have to say!
byeee!

2009-04-11T18:06:00.004+08:00

Annyeong!
hahas! today is saturday!
so yeah, kinda bored at hme. but is good! coz feel like staying at hme.
anyways, thursday i went to meet the blogshop owner for my payment.
thn i went to meet sumin at amk hub to go joey's hse.
gt the ingredients ready.
we wanted to do chocolate eclare. but it failed becoz of the thickened cream.
so we managed to succeed in doing a pastry.
it tasted really good. so finally i gt a new recipe that i can try.
hahas. thnks to sumin for the recipe.
we also ate a lot of bacon. hungry.
after baking, we cleared up the stuff.
jo and sumin made jelly. so left in the fridge.
while waiting, watched the 7pm to 8.30pm show.
korean show to "paris and milan" show!
superr funny! kept laughing! we also ate the jelly while watching the show.
after that, we headed hme.
friday, went for rehearsal.
from 2pm to 6pm. rehearsed the songs and the steps.
leg was pretty tired.
thn went to mervin's hse to change my clothes for dinner.
we were pretty late.
one thing that gt me nervous was my dad pushing me up to the stage to sing.
well, nt really push me. but my dad hopefully wans me to sing a song to everyone.
coz its a happy night.
so i was totally stresss and nervous about the song that i m singing on stage.
well, i didnt wanna waste too much time. so i jus go ahead and sang on stage.
indeed, i was shaking while i was on stage. but in the end, pretty good!
hahas. so yeah, i felt relieved and continued eating my food.
my stomach was totally bloated! goshh.
reached hme and was feeling tiredd.
eugene wanted to bring his frens along my hse to play mahjong at abt 2am.
but i fell asleep. so sorryyy! i gt three missed call from him!
oh yeah. my bro jus came from taiwan last thurs.
and he bought me twoo tees! SEXY DIAMOND!
one of the teee is the one below.
thnksss broo!! totally love it!

okokays. next is Big Bang and 2NE1.
yuppp. the Big and the Small bang!
love their new song, Lollipop!
"lolli lolli lollipop oh lolli lolli lollipop!"
hahas! the song is greattt!

Happy Birthday to Ya Tou!
cuteee girl in Hey Girl!
turning 21 this year!
hahas! jiayou!

okokays. talking about Carie!
she's getting so violent nwadays!
she love to bite me and that day i went to mervin's hse,
she scratch my face. naughty girl.
hahas. plus she love to scream a lot.
seems like she trying to say smth.
playful kid!

okokays. thats all i have to sayy!
byeeee!

2009-04-08T20:34:00.003+08:00

ohmygosh! i totally forgot that today is Jonghyun's birthday!
i thought was tmr! hahas!
anyways, wishing Bling Bling Jonghyun happy birthday!
hahas! cuteee and sweeet oppa in SHINee! love himm!
saengil-chukahamnida! 사랑해요!

lols.
hello!
monday i went out wif mg they all.
thought gg to rp coz they wanted to appeal but in the end, they did it through com.
hmms. thn we went to have lunch in sumo hse.
and met ben at mrt. saw cf and jq.
went to raffles place to collect membership pass thingy.
me and bw didnt join. but ben, ken and mg did.
they were feeling regret, for joining the truefitness free membership.
hahas. well, i think is pretty fun and interesting, but i didnt feel like joining in.
l0ls. ken and ben were pretty upset about it and blaming mg for joining the workout.
anyways, thn headed back to amk. mg went to buy yilin's present.
after that, i went back home.
went for rich's birthday dinner.
was fun coz there was karaoke in the dinner room.
sang quite a lot of songs.
enjoyed the dinner a lot. hahas!
tuesday, went out wif lihui, sokzhen and ben to cycle in east coast.
lihui wanted me to teach her cycling but i wasnt good in teaching.
so sokzhen coached her how to ride.
in the end, they rented a two seater bike.
hahas. took turns to ride on the two seater bike.
cycled to east coast until national sailing centre there.
gt to sit the two seater bike wif sokzhen. was stable while lihui was stuck behind riding the bike.
but well, she did improve a lot! Jiayou!
i wasnt sure whether i had sunburnt myself. hahas.
went to mac and ate. was super hungry.
thn went to parkway parade wif lihui while ben and sokzhen went to roy's hse.
walked and window-shopped.
feeling tired and exhausted.
went back home at 6 plus.
today went to gym wif kc, sumin and joey.
burnt quite a lot of calories.
hahas. good exercise! thn went to bishan j8 to have a drink.
chit-chatted and all.
kc went back home while the girls walked ard.
from nike to adidas to ntuc.
hahas. thn returned home.
tmr meeting sarah the blogshop owner for payment of clothing spree.
thn gg to meet sumin and joey for baking!
alrightss. gtg. byeeee!

2009-04-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

Annyeong!

hahas. is my everyday greeting to my family! lols!

anyways, currently i'm busy loooking for blogshops.

thats right, online shopping!

the most important thing is cheap!

but there's a problem. that is payment method.

i dun have credit card or anything. so i m always looking out for meetups for concealed cash onli.

i always looking for 10 dollars clothing. but is impossible.

coz is already the cheapest! so everytime i told myself if 10 dollars plus to me is considered ex, thn i mus well dun buy any clothes.

l0ls. is either taiwan or korean sprees. but mostly is korean sprees.

i even have to question my sis wat is the cheapest price range for korean sprees.

hahas. okokays. quite dumb to question that.

alrights. next topic. bboy.

last night bboy was tougher than i thought.

but lucky it was the last lesson.

we had to do a lot of stunts and produced one whole set of bboy dance.

my leg was aching and my head was dizzy.

there were even some stunts i didnt know how to do.

after training, thn we practised our vocals for our upcoming performance.

did the whole rehearsal thingy. and it was quite confusing.

and we were dismissed quite late.

reached hme about 11.30pm plus.

today my both hands are still aching plus my right leg.

wanted to continue learning korean online but dunno why the website has error or smth.

but anyways, i finished watching BOF. perfect! thn i watched "welcome to wonderland"!

it was impressive to hear wonder girls talking in english. very fluent!

l0ls. alrighty, i gtg and do my stuff already.

annyeong!

next dance - Noona Neomu Yeppeo[boom track]

2009-04-02T13:45:00.003+08:00

Helloo.
Today will be staying at hme the whole day. bored.
hahaas. anyways, i have been watching BOF agn.
yeah. only left the last episode. hahas.
still, indeed is a great show. sad that BOF has finish filming.
requesting BOF 2? hahas.
l0ls. lets see, mon i bake cheesecake agn at home.
hhas. wanted to do chocolate cake but some of the ingredients seems nt avail in singapore.
well, tues, i went out wif sokzhen.
the last time i saw her was breakout performance which was in the feb.
went to catch Mall Cop. a very funny movie that we enjoyed.
really worth it to watch. thn headed to HMV.
wanted to check out any new latest korean album. onli saw FT island new album.
trying to look out for their song called, "the heaven".
jolin's new album was also released.
after that, we kept watching twilight on the tv screen.
left about 5 plus.
so yeah, headed back home.
thought i'm meeting liwoon but in the end, she never replied me and it was a mistake.
so wed, gt an april fool's day msg from her. hahas. shocked.
headed to guardian to buy my stuff.
at night, met liwoon and daxin to have dinner together.
had pizza. thn decided to go back home coz i told mum wont stay outside for too long.
hahas. was quite worried whether should go for the RP freshman orientation thing.
but since there is still gt 3 more days of orientation programme, thn decided nt to go for the freshman thing.
hahas. amanda is nt gg and so is sab. l0ls.
alrighty. thats all i have to say..
byeeee.

SHINee, 사랑해요!
Aoquan, 谢谢!

2009-03-28T17:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday head to vivo thn headed to dance class.
did some window shopping.
felt like buying clothing in forever 21 but i told myself nt to spend too much.
hahas. anyways, saw joey, sk and aily at amk hub.
heard that they went for prawning near joey's hse.
hahas. sounds fun.
my hse nearby also has a prawning shop. maybe should go there sometime.
anybody wanna join me? hahas.
l0ls. well, i received an email from rp and there will be freshman orientation day on 13th april.
should i go? l0ls. from morning till night.
okokays, today i managed to watch BOF ep 15.
was thinking to catch another episode of it.
but instead i went to watch MFBBT wei yu ku xing cheng coz i missed it on that day of the episode.
nw i'm feeling bored. tonite will be the first time i will be sleeping wif carie!
hahas! okokays. i gtg and do my stuff?
annyeong!

i had a terrible nightmare today. hopefully it doesnt come true...

2009-03-28T00:39:00.001+08:00

Kim Bum!!

Lee Min ho!

Loves BOF!

2009-03-28T00:26:00.002+08:00

i have a bad feeling.
i dunno. jus realise something is gg to happen agn.
i dunno whether i misunderstood anything or wat.
but my heart has a bad feeling.
i did nt say anything or do anything wrong nwadays.
but i keep thinking is it my fault agn.
hopefully is nt me agn.
if i did it, at least let me recall back and i will admit it.
but due to my time machine in my head, i didnt say anything bad or wat.
okokays. please.. POSITIVE thinking!

2009-03-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

"you are the moon that never escape from the star called Gu Jun Pyo."
sweeet!

Helllooo!
sorry i forgot to blog agn. hahas. till liwoon reminded me to blog.
hahas. okokays.
monday i went to RP early in the morning to configure my laptop.
well, waited for 2 hours plus for it to be done.
anyways, they explained about the software we are using for our studies.
at the end, had to do a feedback about their service.
hahas. super bored there.
went back home and almost slept while i was on the train.
thn tuesday went out shopping wif liwoon.
went to robinson sale. hahas. i went to disturb eunice.
i pretended to be a customer and asked her how much was the product.
she didnt know it was me until i kept staring at her.
hahas. thn she was introducing the perfumes to us coz we wanted to buy smth for kw.
thn we decided to walk ard. gt a t-shirt for him.
we thn headed to bugis to shop.
walked the whole place of bugis street.
bought a top while liwoon bought two tops too.
hmms. thn went to mac and ate mc-flurry.
chit-chatted and all. lols!
headed back home while she went to find hermann.
wednesday went out to celebrate kw's birthday.
met sch outside. they went to collect their cert.
went to amk hub to walk ard. met daxin and binghao.
headed to kpool. played two rounds wif kw.
hermann came to meet us. was playing games wif my phone.
after that, decided to go back home to have dinner. had fried rice!
today went out wif mg they all. watched Detroit Metal City!
goshhh! Kenichi Matsuyama is so cutee in the movieee! hahas!
well, it is very worth to watch it. 4 out of 5? hahas.
thn walked ard in Northpoint. Popular to Library to Kopitiam.
back to amk hub to take bus back home.
hahas! quite busy this week.
tmr gg out wif lihui to vivo thn go to dance class together.
okokays. i gtg and catch another episode of BOF!
this show is damn sweeet and touching! Kim Hyun Joong! hahas.
byeeee!

2009-03-22T12:01:00.004+08:00

hellooo!
didnt notice i have nt been blogging for a week.
anyways, recently have been gg out wif my frens..
i watched Dragonball Revolution and Hotel for Dogs.
Both movies are really worth to watch it! hahahs!
for Dragonball Revolution, i think Goku is really handsome wif his power moves.
and for Hotel for Dogs, i superrr lovee those cuteee doggies!
how i wish that i could have one puppy.
hahass. oh ya, the machines that the boy invented are superrr coool too!!
if it exist in real life, i think that will be amazing.
okokays, next is i have been watching Boys Over Flowers too.
i couldnt wait any longer for the vcd or anything so i decided to watch in internet.
guess what? i'm addicted to the show already!
this show is so popular that i also get to see many items selling in Comics Connection.
from cards to CD holder to Card holder and etc. wow.
there is this guy called Kim Bum. and his smile is -heart melts-!
lols! currently watching episode 7 already.
while i heard many ppl are already watchin episode 21 and are waiting for ep 22.
hahas! alrights.
gotta go and watch BOF already!
byeeeee!

cant believe that i still have the F4 poster! Meteor Garden!
SHINee minho:)

2009-03-15T18:26:00.003+08:00

i misss this bboy abovee..

yesterday morning went to east coast park for AMKSS family day.
indeed it was crowded.
went along wif liwoon, hermann, kayliang, kelly and daxin.
we went there about 11 plus..
when we were there, friends wanted to return their bike already.
told them to extend time but they say they cant and went off.
great. in the end, cycled alone ard the park.
thn decided to head home coz feeeling bored.
and i miss carie so i came back home to see her.
returned my bike and walked a very far distance to find ben they all in burger king.
i forgt to bring the stuff i have to pass to sokzhen.
so yeah, guessed i will pass it to ken tmr first.
my leg was terribly weeakk when i reached burger king.
never gt to rest for at least 5 mins and together went to bus stop.
slept in the bus. super tired. onli slept for 3 hrs in the morning.
finally reached home. Carie wasnt there coz she's at her fren's place.
so i slept on the sofa waiting for her to come. rain started to pour. slept quite comfortable.
at night, relatives came for steamboat.
did teppanyaki food for them to eat.
hahas. my cousin's wife also came to help me.
so we were frying the food till the food is finished.
liwoon and daxin came by to take their stuff home.
my sis's frens came to watch soccer at night.
so i went to bed.
today did nth much.
i baked cupcakes agn! hahas.
want to try new stuff the next time. Cake!
a minor scald on my hand.
hahas. anyway,
i saw Ai Dao Di is releasing on 2nd april in AMK Hub! super excited about the show!
okays.
thats all for today! byeee!

2009-03-13T14:53:00.002+08:00

recently went gym wif my frens.
hahas. burned some calories. time to get fit!
l0ls. running, sit-ups, cycling. nt the bike but the machine.
anyway, after that headed thomson plaza to have starbucks coffee.
drank my all-time fav, caramel macchiato! woots!
thn to food court, ate sweet and sour fish fillet wif rice. its very sour! l0ls.
were discussing those food that doesnt have much calories.
coz we jus burnt it nw we adding it. hahas!
so yeah. thn headed back home.
also, i went for the enrolment thingy.
super tiring. 4 hours! plus i didnt eat my lunch. hungry!
so managed to get out at about 6 plus. went to sumo at amk to have dinner.
thn headed hme.
yesterday went to ikea to bring ard my china's relatives to look ard.
so my dad was having an appt wif his fren at the cafeteria.
after walking ard, thn joined them. ordered food.
saw ken lim. was surprised that he was working there.
hahas. anyway, ordered meatballs! wee! nice.
so we also went to giant to walk ard. bought a few food back hme.
well, later i will be gg for my dance class.
thn meet liwoon they all.
tmr will be gg to family day together wif them.
actually didnt wan to go. but decided to go there to breathe some fresh air.
and enjoy cycling ba though its early in the morning.
hopefully tmr i wake up, i will be feeling aching here and there.
byeee!

i guesss i shouldnt appear/exist in front of u...

2009-03-09T12:39:00.002+08:00

Helloo.
recently bboy's dance was quite tough. my body was aching for two days.
nw jus a little bit.
hmms. yesterday went to celebrate KC's birthday.
went to far east to buy cap. thn headed to novena for steamboat.
we took a lot of food. and it was damn filling!
we were feeling so full that we couldnt eat finish.
thought we might be charged for food wastages.
but in the end, we never gt caught. thats why we realised we had to pay 5 dollars more before eating.
they are smart! hahas.
thn shengchao went to cut his hair while kc accompany him.
jr, sumin and I headed to my house.
okokays. we played games and realised that my bro's frens were at my house.
so yeah, thn we played mahjong while they went in the room to play games.
kc came but left shengchao in the toilet making his hair which took about 1 hour to come and join us.
hahas. anyway, sumin and jr thn left about 10 plus.
while the rest watched wu lin da dao.
after showing the results, they went back home.
tmr will be gg to rp's enrolment thingy.
so i've gotten my documents ready for tmr!
damn. its time for me to start exercise! seriously whenever i look at the mirror, i look fat.

i wanted to watch Boys Over Flowers but probably i need to wait.
one problem is wat's wrong wif all the casts in Boys Over Flowers?
from car accidents to committing suicide.
is there seriously a curse in them?
recently Hye-sun was hospitalised becoz of car accident and will resume filming when she recovers.
nw Jang Ja yeon has jus passed away becoz of depression. Rest In Peace.
i really wonder when this curse is gonna stop.
all F4 member also had either a minor car accident or back injury.
well, get well soon!
i'm praying that i can watch Boys Over Flowers sooon. maybe waiting for dvd.
but it will take very long.

2009-03-05T16:26:00.002+08:00

HongKi and JaeJin!

2009-03-04T21:27:00.002+08:00

i wanna go outt shopping tmrrr!
anyone freeeee???
hahas. cant learn my korean online coz have to pay money ler.
no moree free trial for me.
l0ls. today i had a goooood dreamm.
hopefully moree sweeet dreams. hahas!

11pm to 12am finally i can watch mfbbt every weekdays!
the boyss aree backk! yeahh!

2009-03-03T19:55:00.004+08:00

Helloo.
last night had our class 5B chalet..
so tired. only slept for 1 hour plus.
everyone were busy here and there.
actually yesterday there was rain but it suddenly stopped,
so we managed to bbq quite a lot of food.
i onli gt to eat hotdog and marshmallow.
coz i already had eaten nasi lemak at the food court.
hahas. i was kinda alone sitting outside the room doing word search.
until some of them came over and joined me, playing the word search.
l0ls. when the lights were off outside, i went into the room to watch tv.
i wanted to read the twilight book but i was distracted wif noise. hahas.
so john started to play the ghost girl' crying sound. he even switched off the lights.
damn. it was so scary. i was kinda feeling irritated by the sound too.
so yeah, watched tv and chit-chatted.
some were feeling hungry. so we went to mac.
was kinda feeling hungry too but decided to wait for the breakfast meal.
nette's body was even red after drinking beer. was shocked after seeing her body full of red spots.
well, thn we walked to pasir ris park at about 3 plus.
but halfway, thn headed back to mac agn. eunice and mg went back to their rooms.
ate breakfast. thn back to our room.
me, cf, ben, roy and mg played tai-dee. till most of them are feeling tired.
so decided to lie down and take a short nap.
hahas. woke up and was disturbed by john agn.
stomach wasnt feeling good so decided to head back home first.
plus my hp was in low batt.
feeling damn tired.
even watching WAHSH also slept.
but luckily MFBBT woke me up. hahas.
thn before lunch, wanted to sleep but woke up awhile to eat my lunch.
lihui came by my hse to pass me stuff and we played wii awhile.
after she's gone, i went to my sis's room to sleep.
alrights, i gtg and have dinner.
byeeee!

i hope i can see SHINee live in person tooo~

2009-02-27T16:02:00.002+08:00

Loveeeee JONGKEY!!! :DDD
Shining SHINee!

helllooo.
didnt notice tat i didnt blog for one week.
l0ls. well. i jus came back from my vocal lesson.
hahas. today practiced some chinese songs for our upcoming performance.
l0ls. tried to change keys of one song and we managed to correct it.
liwoon and daxin also recently came over my hse to camp for 3 days.
played, watched tv and chit-chatted.
l0ls. hmms. also recently learning korean conversations online.
hahas. anyway, im tired.
tmr probably jogging.. or maybe nt.
gtg. byee!

2009-02-21T14:31:00.003+08:00

Hello!
today will be staying at home.
woke up early in the morning to go for jogging.
hahas! mus keeep fit! its time to kill some calories!
l0ls. anyway, yesterday i was really surprised during my class.
coz our vocal class is gg to end the last lesson wif aaron.
thn it will be dance class. thought might be hiphop.
but i was shocked that it was bboy!
well, i love bboy but learning bboy dance was quite difficult for me.
but i really enjoyed last night.
learnt top rock, drop, footwork and freeze.
i think is cooool!
especially the freeze - there are special names like dead cockcroach! hahas
the instructor came from new zealand. love the accent.
hahas. he does power moves. guessed same as ahwei.
anyway, after lesson, discussing about the songs that we are gg to perform.
hahas. girls has two choices of songs. same as the boys.
we even chose lollipop's song - wo men zhi jian.
l0ls. i beginning to like this class a lot. hahas!
ookays. thats all!
gtg. byeee!

2009-02-20T13:45:00.002+08:00

lalass! helloo!
recently so bored at home.
last wed went out shopping wif sumin and joey.
went to fareast. wanted to buy cap and scarf.
but probably thinking to buy it some other time.
hmms. bought two clothes and a belt.
walked ard. chit-chat and gossiped.
went back home about 7 plus.
the next day, stayed at home watched PiLi MIT.
thn slacked. watched MTV.
wanted to know why DK breaking up.
realised it was true coz once i saw it in youtube about the break up news.
thn watched MFBBT! HeiJiao!!
hahas. can see that many didis are trying their best to get into 3 军.

heard that 3军 will be joining wif lollipop and 7bang in MFBBT 第三代!!
superr excited and looking forward to the next 3rd season of MFBBT!
heh heh! can see more Lollipop's individual dancee! BBOY!
weilian is finally back to his normal self and a new hairstyle!
okokays thats all i have to say!
byeee!

2009-02-16T16:09:00.003+08:00

Made by myself!

Did this wif sumin and Joey.

hahas. yupp. that was preparing for v. day! mine was specially made for my sister!
mr and mrs foo came to prepare a small party.
i'm glad that my cupcakes were successful agn. finally they all ate finished my cupcakes!
hmms. anyway, last sunday, early morning went to see the boys play basketball.
nice. my bro also joined along too.
i was reading the newspaper so i didnt get to see much of their match.
hahas! thn went to mrs foo's place to change my clothes.
played wif her cute dogs called kaka and nana while watching liu xing in House!
after that, headed to Holiday Inn to have high tea buffet wif my sis and her girl-friends.
didnt really ate much. the first thing i ate was ice-cream! l0ls! weird.
most of the boys came late coz they played basketball quite long.
so yeah, chit-chatted and all. but i was busy playing wif my sis's phone.
thn suddenly my sis was surprised when the waitress brought out a birthday cake.
she didnt know that there was a birthday cake for her.
it was her bf, rich bought it for her.
l0ls! chocolate cake! yumyum!
hahas. anyway, after that, headed back home.
i had to prepare to meet roy and sokzhen.
they were busy finding somethin to eat so they met each other earlier.
bought egg & cheese sandwich for myself.
was excited to enter the theatre.
BREAKOUT DEFINITELY MAKE MY DAY HAPPY!
kept laughing at the show! their dance moves are super nice and coool!
same standard as HeiJiao's moves! impressiveee!
i likeeee Jokerrr!! Yeong Nam-Song! he is in a dance crew called Drifters!
ahhhh! nicee! i'm gonna catch it agn when they are coming to singapore!
Lollipop is finally back in mfbbt tonite! aoquan!

loveeeee JONGHYUN, SHINeeeee!

2009-02-15T23:57:00.002+08:00

after watching a great showw in esplanade...

tmr thn i will update about it...

i dunno why am i feeling down.. especially when ppl ask me how's my appeal? and i have to everytime say the word, "fail". my mum even ask me how am i gg to travel there? i really hate the distance i have to travel to that poly. and i have been there once which was 2006. when some ppl heard i gg to that poly, i always notice their face. pathetic or happy? how come i feel like i'm a loser or smth? i even prayed morning and night. this year dunno whether is it a lucky year for me..

2009-02-14T19:18:00.002+08:00

Vanilla Love - Lee Hyun Ji Ft. Onew

Ever since I fell in love, I can only see you
my heart is beating so fast
Hug me deep against your chest, while walking on the sidewalk, lbe sure to kiss me
To throw little tantrums on purpose, and to put on a cute act
To know your heart by the look of your eyes, to stay close together even when it's hot
To link arms tight while walking, and infront of your house, give you a sweet kiss

CAUSE I LOVE YOU, CAUSE I NEED YOU
CAUSE I LOVE YOU, CAUSE I NEED YOU

If i don't see you even for one day, I want to give you a kiss
I want to kiss, the sweet you'til you can't breathe and are about to burst,I'll hug you
Until the end of time,I'll love youeven when i see sexy women, i'll look straight ahead and keep walking
Late at night, i call you. I love you, I tell you countless times

CAUSE I LOVE YOU, CAUSE I NEED YOU
CAUSE I LOVE YOU, CAUSE I NEED YOU

If i don't see you even for one day, I want to give you a kiss
I want to kiss, the sweet you'til you can't breathe and are about to burst,I'll hug you
Until the end of time,I'll love you

After meeting you, each day is exciting,
after meeting you, each day my heart greets with flutters
after meeting you, each day grows shorter
after meeting you, each day's end leaves me wistful
after meeting you, each day is mild and soft
after meeting you, each day is filled with happiness
after meeting you, I became a princess and,
after meeting you, I'm a happy girl

I LOVE YOU, CAUSE I NEED YOU
I LOVE YOU, CAUSE I NEED YOU

2009-02-14T13:07:00.003+08:00

hmms.
wishing everyone HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
Sweeet Sweeet Couples! lols!
a Valentine Song dedicate to you guys!

also, i didnt manage to get into NP. yeah. kinda upset about it. appealed twice already. i dun think is a need for me to try and appeal in TP already.
well, even if fails, thn i have to learn to be strong and do whatever it takes.

2009-02-13T12:17:00.002+08:00

Helloo!
bored at home as usual..
later gonna buy ingredients for my cupcakes!
hahas! specially gg to make it for a surprise tmr!
nt for valentine or for a boy!
anyway, last wed went wif liwoon to go and appeal my course agn.
hopefully i really get into np. nw waiting for the interview letter.
went to bugis to shop ard. bought clothes and earrings!
yesterday was supposed to go to far east to shop wif sumin.
so in the end, we went to joey's hse to bake cookies!
hahas! they baked heart-shaped cookies for their bf for v.day!
loooks sweeet but taste was nt bad.
hahas! hope they enjoy their v.day wif their bf!
okokays. well, tonite i gt class.
dunno when is our dance coming up next.
alrights. thats all i have to say!
oh ya! i'm looking forward to sunday!! wooots!
byeeee~

why Chris Brown? nooooo.. my fav hiphop singer!

2009-02-09T22:09:00.001+08:00

The question is .....

OR

OR

hmms.. thinkingg....

2009-02-08T17:02:00.002+08:00

Nowadays have been staying at home.
doing nothing.
but luckily i gt my sis's frens to accompany me whenever sometimes i feel bored.
Follow them to have dinner or go watch them play basketball.
hahas! is fun to see them play basketball.
last friday went for vocal class.
l0ls. we learned new songs, Zombie and Ning Zai.
Hard Palate and Soft Palate. [dunno whether spell correctly or nt.]
hahas! have been watching SHINee videos.
hmms. thinking of learning Replay and Gee dance.
but quite difficult. i will try some other time.
nw i gtg offline ler. have to go to my aunt house to have steamboat! :D
byeee!

2009-02-05T23:09:00.004+08:00

LOVE JONGHYUN AND ONEW!!

"whatever he does, it's Onew condition!"

Sweeet Jonghyun!

2009-02-04T20:24:00.005+08:00

INTRODUCING HEECHUL, the know-everything guy!

he knows how to dance wondergirls', SHINee's, DBSK, SNSD's dance moves! and even moree!
so surprised! hahas! superr funny!

SHINee's Replay

SNSD's Gee

WG's So hot

WG's Nobody

WG's Tell me

DBSK's Mirotic

SNSD's Kissing You

SNSD's Girls Generation

Key - the "mother" of SHINee. knows how to cook well.
Jonghyun - the charming guy. knows how to treat girls well. Sweet and Man!
Onew - the funny guy. loves his smile a lot! knows how to beatbox in Donald Duck's voice.
Taemin - the "baby" of SHINee. cutest and youngest guy! love his dance!
Minho - a guy that has charisma! Prince-lookalike! love his blurr look!

Love SHINee!

2009-02-03T23:16:00.002+08:00

jus finished watching this show..
very nice and touching.
i cried some parts.
finally i'm done wif this show.
i still haven watch my korean dramas yet.
damn. mus chiong liao.
LOLS!

*我会好好过......

2009-02-02T21:58:00.002+08:00

feeeling tired and all.
jus went to np to appeal.
thinking here and there.
yes, thnks to my parents who are willing to support me.
even my sis's friends and others who wishes me good luck in my appeal.
yes, i also need support because whenever i hear negative comments, i will feel weak and frightened.
definitely, i will appeal to NP no matter what.
jiayou!

2009-02-01T12:52:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling very very scared about appealing..
what if it fails, and i'm back to my old course that i dun wan?
i had even nightmares when i woke up this morning..
everytime i think about it, i get so worried that i almost wanna cry.
i really really wish my appeal will be successful.
this is the only wish that i have nw..
i must have confidence!
tmr i will go and have a talk wif the counsellor.
no matter what, i have to enter np.

*i once fell in love wif the name called quan, now i'm falling in love called AO QUAN!

2009-01-30T11:43:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhh!
so nt fairr!
its nt what i expected!
noooooo!
so nt happy with the results i wan!
roarrr!!!

*should i go and appeal?

2009-01-28T15:36:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh.
i'm soooo boredd at homee nw.
hahas! watching lan qiu huo now.
coz didnt get to catch the last few episodes.
"Make Me A Fool" MV was great and very lamee too.
saw it once in MFBBT last year but there wasy a little edition to it.
hahas! its very funny.
anyway, the results for the posting to which poly will be out on friday!
so worried which course i will enter!
l0ls. anyway, gonna continue watching my show ler. byeee!

* there are 600 photos of aoquan. should i dl them?

2009-01-27T23:45:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

hahs! yeah.
have been busy during cny!

Chu Xi -

had steamboat at night.
hahas! also had yu sheng!
niceee. i helped to bbq meat for my siblings as they were having hotpot on another table.
watched wo ai he se bang bang tang!
was freaking funny! especially ahben's performancee!
he imitate hey girl's performance in V power!!
hahas! ahwei and aoquan's performance was reallly great.
love their hairstyle!

Chu Yi -

yesterday waited for my elder sis and carie to come my house.
so we left to temple in the afternoon.
thn went to visit from ang mo kio to bukit timah's relatives' place.
hahas! we kinda brought Carie along.
when we were at our relative's place in bukit timah, she had a really big cry!
until she received angbao from the aunties, she kept quiet and was happy agn.
guessed there wasnt enough milk for her to drink.
we went back home at night, gave her cereal to eat.
she was back to her normal self agn.
hahas!
dad wanted to watch "Ip Man" but i told him i wanna watch show.
so he allowed me to watch it.
watched wo ai se bang bang tang agn!
quite interesting when they gossiped each other how close their relationship was!
was pretty shocked when wangzi chose xiaoxun and xiaoxun chose wangzi!
goshh! they knew each other pretty well!
thn there was also another part where they acted those taiwan drama show!
hahas! superr funny! especially i laughed the part when hei ren was shocked when the balloon burst.
anyway, enjoyed a lot! didnt get to see the lang ya bang on channel V.
but managed to catch it in youtubee! nicee show aoquan they all created!
almost cried at the end of the show! was quite touching! :D

Chu Er [Today!] -

many relatives came my house.
yeah. lion dance came late.
l0ls. chit-chatted, sang and lots more.
after that went out wif my elder sis and her fren to watch movie!
Jia You Xi Shi!
was funny and interesting! hahas!
went back home.
damn! didnt saw the "Make me a fool" mv in channel V .

2009-01-24T17:13:00.002+08:00

i LOVE people that has headphones! superrr coool!

hahas! anyway,
yesterday went back to school.
sokzhen passed me some things outside school.
thn met junru they all..
security guard said need a teacher to escort us into sch if nt cant enter.
so called mr chio and managed to get in.
many staff teachers returned home, mr chio was also about to leave. hahas
anyway, they ate in canteen while i drank milo onli.
went to check the hall of fame board.
well, changed to those orientation camp pictures. hahas
after that, sc reached sch later. becoz he was busy making his hairstyle!
l0ls. thn we decided to head amk hub while mg had to return home.
gary went to work.
so sc, me, junru and sumin went to watch movie! Inkheart!
it was niceeee. fantasy!! how cool if i can read aloud in a storybook and all the characters appear in front of me! hahas!
after that, walked ard in amk hub.
i had to go to j8 to meet lihui.
so sumin and jr headed to sc's house! jus because sc wan to go back home to style up his hair agn!
went to j8 and met up wif lihui.
thn went to pastamania and ate dinner.
walked ard in j8. lihui went to buy things.
headed to class. class was fun agn!
learnt new song today! cha jie er guo by li sheng jie!
after class, home sweet home.
chatted wif sc agn. yeah! aiya. next time learn dance. nt so sooon! hahas!

today jus went out wif my sis to shop for her steamboat stuff.
thn played the whole day wif Carie!
cant wait for tmrr! mus also watch Channel U for V power!! ahh! Hei jiao!!
i wanna watch agn!

B to the I to the G [bang bang]!

2009-01-21T13:13:00.002+08:00

Next is about me!

hahas.
yesterday was at my dad's office.
well.. nt working. but doing my stuff.
my mum was really busy wif her work thn she gt nth that she wan me to do.
so i kinda slacked. learnt korean, talked to auntie mary.
hahas. we even ordered pizza to eat during teabreak.
lols! talked a lot of things.
kinda bored. lols!
thn at night, went to have dinner thn back home.
wanted to watch Obama's speech but the speech was kinda long till the morning.
so didnt get to watch it.
today will be baking coz yesterday i thought of it.
later gg to buy ingredients. CHEESECAKE! maybe. hahas!
alrights. gtg byeee!